I cant stop crying....no matter what i do..i dont feel good....im actually worrying myself now.
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i really really need a hobby...or something...Im so completely bored .
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9005900:
Come to my studio!!!! 
carrotglaze:
yoga
kristydoll:
I might get you this, Bright Starts Bunch-o-Fun - Blue Elephant.
Srsly. I might.
Srsly. I might.
I caved in and finally made a baby registry....I had no idea what to put on it...so ideas are great too 
Miguel Nicholas will be here in approx 13 weeks
Babies-R-Us
Miguel Nicholas will be here in approx 13 weeks
Babies-R-Us
fallenglory:
link didn't work for me.
littlejohn22:
13 weeks thats great... are you prepared?
I dont know what to do anymore...I feel so...alone. I really dont want to live in Alberta anymore but I dont have a choice...I just want a home again...its been so long since Ive had a home.
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polygirlaz:
Without being to personal why are you still in Alberta?
dkoc:
Be strong
I had a regular OB/GYN appt yesterday and she was beyond rude to me...I had been sick for a couple days and I knew I wasnt healthy...she shoves a note in my hands without saying much of anything and tells me to go to the labour Ward at the hospital to be admitted...I was upset at this point because I have been sick my whole...
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littlejohn22:
wicked sorry that your having a tough time sister
lylee:
move to BC, i'll take care of you
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rlvlk:
WTF?!?
raymond488:
thats fucked up!
I hate Edmonton...I really wanna be somewhere else where I dont feel so trapped.
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carrotglaze:
its fucking bullshit 
dkoc:
So thats what zombies are all about...
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pureblu326:
thank you!
those cupcakes look too good to eat
those cupcakes look too good to eat
kristydoll:
Noo, I was sick
and now to your blog. i am concerned about you, lucy. i know a little bit the background of what triggers your sadness, because we talked about some things, but seriously, don't stay all day at home, you need to go out and be among people. you need to find a way, even though you don't have a car. maybe you should go to a doctor, too and get a diagnosis, if you feel constantly this way, than you might have a real depression and that has to get taken seriously and needs to get treated.
i am here for you, lucy. keep your beautiful little head up and find everyday something positive in life...if it is the morning sun beams, which shine in your face or a bird, you hear singing, to see your kids laughing or just to feel the warm water on your skin when you take a shower. life has it's sad and bad sides, but even during this times, there are little beautiful things right in front of your eyes, you just have to open your mind and see them.
feel hugged and take care ll lady