Sometimes I really dont like who I am.
And I want better for the man I love so much.
But the thought of not being with him kills me in so many ways....sometimes I just dont know what to do...I love him enough to know that I'll never be what makes him happy..Im just not a good person...but I love him so much I cant imagine letting him walk away...I never know anything anymore...just that I love him...and I know I dont deserve it.
And I want better for the man I love so much.
But the thought of not being with him kills me in so many ways....sometimes I just dont know what to do...I love him enough to know that I'll never be what makes him happy..Im just not a good person...but I love him so much I cant imagine letting him walk away...I never know anything anymore...just that I love him...and I know I dont deserve it.
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kraven:
YOu know this is actually what I am going through. I love love love my guy so much but I am just not sure I make him happy. He deserves the world. And I feel I am not good at giving it to him. So if you need to talk I am here. I just tell myself if he wants to be with me. I am one lucky lady and will take it work my hardest to show him the world and stay positive.
jozsef:
You should read this blog over and decide if a bad person would care about someone else as much as you obviously do. This guy is lucky enough to find a woman who is not only beautiful but kind and caring, and you think you might do him a favour by walking away? Let him decide who he loves and accept that this feeling of not deserving him is just plain wrong. You may keep feeling it, but don't ever mistake it for truth. Feelings are very often wrong and this is a perfect example of one that must be recognized as false and resisted every time.