Alright, I think only females may understand this journal update. All week long I've been kind of emotional but last night when after I got dressed to go out to the party Kevin asked if he could go which was fine. We had kind of been bickering all day. When we got to the place it was at and started looking for the apartment we started not really fighting but arguing again and I just exploded. Not really in an angry way but I started crying so we went back to the car and talked for a while but I still looked like hell afterwards and I just wanted to go home. I get so damn emotional sometimes and I don't know why. It's never really about anything but it's always about everything. So I didn't end up going but I went home and took a shower and ate ice cream so I feel better. I think I've been stressing myself out lately because I have no idea what I want to do and I really miss my friends and family.
Anyway, I don't have any homework due tommarow so I'm going to watch some movies I rented (Saw and Head in the Clouds) and maybe make myself some hot cocoa.
Anyway, I don't have any homework due tommarow so I'm going to watch some movies I rented (Saw and Head in the Clouds) and maybe make myself some hot cocoa.
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argon:
I'm really sorry this weekend didn't work out, and I hope you're feeling better. Im sure moving across the country can take its toll on your psycological well being. Maybe we can do something this weekend instead. 
fridgemagnet:
I hope you're feeling better. And as a guy who has been on the receiving end of plenty of "lost it" moments, we understand. Well, most of us do. Take care or yourself 