marybee

I have a question

So, there's this painting I'm working on with two tiny geisha girls standing in the desert and the idea is to dull the desert out behind them. Well while painting I began to notice that the girls looked pasted on. It was completely mismatched.

Do I dull the geisha girls out or do I bring color to the desert? Either way...
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I'm so damn nerves!
I don't even know why. Sometimes my imagination gets the better of me and I'm not used to living with a cat. Keeps knocking shit over.

Everything makes me jump lately. The other day I was locking up at work. It was dark by the time I left and as I rounded the corner someone was coming down the sidewalk.

I...
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The Academy, I hate to write I book review but, damn, this is a new level of smutty novel. It intermingles the stock market and sex. It deromanticizes sex to the point where nothing but raw slave sex is left. No feelings are mixed in just business. I never considered that taking out all emotion from sex and turning it into a trade would work...
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My head looks stretched out in that picture. I may change it but I have this feeling that Im too lazy. My boyfriend likes to say random belligerent sexual things around everyone and I know that it makes people wonder about me. They have to say to themselves so whats that one like behind closed doors if shes dating him? I had one of his...
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So many people consider themselves outcasts yet have some group or something they can relate to or at least entertain themselves with but I dont feel that about anything. Not even my art or writing, I think they are the closest things Ive found but I dont find any escape through them. Thats what it seems every one is always searching for; a way out....
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Finally! I got to up load my picture! I can't figure out how to load the one I want up here. But at least there's a face for the words!

I just wrote a long personal journal entry about my grandmother being in the hospital and my computer erased it before I hit save. So nevermind.

I just voted! I didn't think I would have time today so I ditched class 2 hours early and HA I VOTED! Next year I need to pay closer attention to the judges, I had no idea who they were.

sitting in my house the saturday before halloween waiting to go to some party with people I don't know. I'm normally a sober person but I feel like getting beligerent tonight and I have no idea why. I'm sitting here in my corset, which is not the most comfortable thing to be waiting in. I'm madame butterfly. Being able to dress up however I want...
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