mary

and im back. basically i spent the last week in sf capitalising on my artistic inspiration rathar than working at that dumb club, becsue it made me uncomfortable most of the time, and i dont do things i dont like.. i am not in california anymore for those of you who are still emailing me about my schedule at the club.....
anyways, life goes back to routine. i was spoiled to see several old, close friends in san francisco and now home seems that much more dull with their absence. sigh.
lately i have been floating on a cloud of air. i bumped into some random person on the sidewalk yesterday while spacing off in dreams with my walkman.
ive been mostly a hermit, drawing manically in my living room and entertaining obsessive thoughts. swami has been super vocal and all over me, curling in balls as close to my face as she can get. i think she missed me alot. i know i missed her.
things are not easy for me right now, i have so much to do to get into that school in europe, plus work, plus other stuff...its overwhelming at times. but exciting too, i feel like im at a turning point. still, despite how hard it may become i feel pretty weightless, pretty wrapped up in my daydreams.
its nice.