Yea soo its been A LONG TIME since i ve updated but nothing major going on...
Last night me and Billy hung out again and we went to a friends house where he sleeps but wasnt coming home that night because he was out doing something in Brooklyn or something like that...
The original plans was to watch a movie but they werent giving the movie we wanted or more like he wanted to watch and he didnt wanna talk to the other movie theater...
Frankly i just think he wanted to be in the house with me soo that yeaa hehe
Okayy soo yes we went watched some movies ordered fsome chinese good and when out and bought from Grey Goose...GREAT..
We started drinking but we didnt really drink much like ONE CUP of a bit of alcohol and cranberry juice..YUM my fav hehe
And then we started fooling around and kissing and stuff ryyte...
But yes before this we had decided to stay as friends after last time [which i talk about in my last blog] because he wasnt sure of what he wanted and didnt want to hurt me and frankly i didnt wanna get hurt either...
Well last night OBVIOUSLY changed all of that...
No sex because im not ready for that...
And he didnt push for it and we fooled around and talked and stuff and i asked him how did he feel about his ex and about the things that had happened and he just looked me straight and the eye and told me everything and just looking straight into his eyes it was almost like i could read him...it was a great i love the connection me and him have =] *swoon* but he still isnt sure of what he wants but atleast this time he told me he does like me...DUH WHY ELSE WILL HE CONTINUE TO MAKE MOVES ON ME[ well duh maybe cuz he wasnt some pussy] but he said no that he wouldnt fuck a girl if he didnt want nothing more because he doesnt want to hurt a girl...
Which makes sense because Theresa has told me that his like that [ yea thats my lover hehe and his bestfriend aka a girl we work with]
So it was just blisful last night everytime things like that happen..
He makes me feel safe when im in his arms
Everything just feels right
And im just hoping things go good and go right..
I just feel like Billy is the guy i could fall in love with and be with and have no problems...
I just wish and hope things turn out for the best because i feel like this guy...
Last night me and Billy hung out again and we went to a friends house where he sleeps but wasnt coming home that night because he was out doing something in Brooklyn or something like that...
The original plans was to watch a movie but they werent giving the movie we wanted or more like he wanted to watch and he didnt wanna talk to the other movie theater...
Frankly i just think he wanted to be in the house with me soo that yeaa hehe
Okayy soo yes we went watched some movies ordered fsome chinese good and when out and bought from Grey Goose...GREAT..
We started drinking but we didnt really drink much like ONE CUP of a bit of alcohol and cranberry juice..YUM my fav hehe
And then we started fooling around and kissing and stuff ryyte...
But yes before this we had decided to stay as friends after last time [which i talk about in my last blog] because he wasnt sure of what he wanted and didnt want to hurt me and frankly i didnt wanna get hurt either...
Well last night OBVIOUSLY changed all of that...
No sex because im not ready for that...
And he didnt push for it and we fooled around and talked and stuff and i asked him how did he feel about his ex and about the things that had happened and he just looked me straight and the eye and told me everything and just looking straight into his eyes it was almost like i could read him...it was a great i love the connection me and him have =] *swoon* but he still isnt sure of what he wants but atleast this time he told me he does like me...DUH WHY ELSE WILL HE CONTINUE TO MAKE MOVES ON ME[ well duh maybe cuz he wasnt some pussy] but he said no that he wouldnt fuck a girl if he didnt want nothing more because he doesnt want to hurt a girl...
Which makes sense because Theresa has told me that his like that [ yea thats my lover hehe and his bestfriend
aka a girl we work with]
So it was just blisful last night everytime things like that happen..
He makes me feel safe when im in his arms
Everything just feels right
And im just hoping things go good and go right..
I just feel like Billy is the guy i could fall in love with and be with and have no problems...
I just wish and hope things turn out for the best because i feel like this guy...
DW