marvi

SO far all my blogs have been happy ones
Always talking about good things no?!?
Well i will rant and rave in this one so if you care to read...
Continue..

Sometimes i dont understand some people
Especially in chat...
You know those annoying ones that send you a private message asking you this and that
Like do i know you?!?! I think not then why the hell you asking me so many personal things
How about you try getting to know me before you do any of that..
Like do you know my name, age , or at least what state im from or country even?!?

I got on SG not thinking it was going to be so much fun
Not thinking that i was going to meet really nice people that are really cool to talk to
I got on not thinking that the chat would be fun and the live video would be soo funny at times and fun
Personally i didnt think people go on here to make friends the way ive seen that some have and personally i hope that i make some of my own sometime...
So many diverse people here that its soo different from my real life
And even though most of the people here are really nice sometimes i just feel out of place
Maybe its because of my age, maybe because im new, or idk maybe because im just me and i feel like that and sometimes i just feel like logging off one day and not coming back because i feel soo out of place some days...
But i guess that comes with being new right?!? Its not like you make good friends in weeks time...it isnt like that anywhere not even in a vitural world but i guess i just really hate that feeling...i mean who doesnt?!?!

Sometimes i feel like im around so many people that older than me that they intimidate me...i might not act like it or let it show but they really do...its like im a little girl again in my house with intimidating parents...

Even though here on SG ive done things and shared things i wouldnt dare share in my world with my friends that i see on daily basis...its like im in a big city but everyone just kinda sicks to there own kind i guess here...at least in the place i live in the city...no one is really open to talking about sexuality or anything like that they just...its hard to explain but i understand myself...
SO i get on SG and express all that, that i cant express to any one else...But this is way off topic...
Haha
Ok i think im done ranting and raving...
if you read good
If you dont soo what
If you comment great
If you dont goodbye!!
-Maddy-

P.S ive noticed i dont really know how to really get around SG...
Like how to know when a friend has a new Blog comment without having to go to all there pages to check!!
Anyone care to explain!!
BTW
Never mind!!