martyr13

as the time passes.....it feels more and more like i have known her for years and years.
the reality check.....not even 2 months yet.
but wow.....

i wish i could really explain it all...but sometimes i lack the grasp of verbage that i need to pull it all together and it just leaves me stunned and speechless.

if i could really really write it all down, i would tell you all about a few stolen late night minutes that have proven to be vital. shared by us in the delirium of no sleep and just a general malais of giddiness. to make it all worse, we were the freaks that night at the all night diner. it really didn't matter. she was in a familiar place with a person who was not.
she made me feel at ease.

it was after that moment that she says to me....
"you know.....we have only known each other for about 3 weeks......?"
the shock rushes over my face to this day......
i still can't believe it...