martyr13

let me just tell you all ..
that sometimes....
it is better to not know how you feel...
because when you do...
its just like modest mouse says....

"my brain is the weak heart and my heart ..is the long stairs....."

i am riding a rollercoaster that is every so slowly ascending and making that clackety sound on the way up...
but if my heart and head don't explode before i get to the top.....
i know it'll be a hell of a ride...
and i'll be white knuckles all the way.....with my "hold fast" kung fu grip keeping me safe and sound...

once you find something or someone.....
make sure you check it out...always...
just be prepared for the aftershocks...

and it seems that those are enuff to make me wanna stay in bed almost every day....
its hard to be a pirate in love...
someone already stole my heart from me...
and our boats aren't sailing fast enuff to cover the distance as quickly as one would hope for.


mark

p.s.
but i am still..
i repeat still....very, very, about her...it just hurts to not have her around daily..
(sorry to be a cry ass..)