Hurting inside,
I can't seem to find anything to make me happy.
I almost got fired from work for cussing out this guy. I honestly don't give a fuck. But i have the next two days off and i get paid tomorrow so hopefully i will have some alone time with myself and get my shit straight in my head.
Sleepless nights,
Followed by painful...
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I can't seem to find anything to make me happy.
I almost got fired from work for cussing out this guy. I honestly don't give a fuck. But i have the next two days off and i get paid tomorrow so hopefully i will have some alone time with myself and get my shit straight in my head.
Sleepless nights,
Followed by painful...
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cambria:
dude whats up??? i thought everything was alright just the other day. ive had my ups adn downs since thursday. warped on wednesday!!!! i cant fuckin wait. i got drunk thurs&sat night. and i so fucking stoned sat...i couldnt move for the longest time. i sat on hardy's porch with my head on my knees cause i kept staring at shit and the fence on the porch is white but i saw it changing colors. 
Jesus Christ the new set with Apena and Benni is so friggin hott!!! 
I can't belive i haven't updated in so long. I miss being online all the time but i have been working 6 days a week. Thanks so much stefi for my membership renewal i sill owe you big time.
I was partying a few days ago at my house and ended up...
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I can't belive i haven't updated in so long. I miss being online all the time but i have been working 6 days a week. Thanks so much stefi for my membership renewal i sill owe you big time.
I was partying a few days ago at my house and ended up...
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cambria:
im glad ypure happy about the renewal. im in alexandria right now. hardy wont fucking get out of bed. swanson and i have been here since about 930am. fucker.
Still alive.
Music:Atreyu-The Curse
My internet sucks and i finally got on to SG to update and look at the sets i have missed. But everything else is good, i got a job at Ryan's just for the summer until i go back to school in the fall. Kristin broke her coller bone so i have mostly been over there taking care of her. Love is...
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My internet sucks and i finally got on to SG to update and look at the sets i have missed. But everything else is good, i got a job at Ryan's just for the summer until i go back to school in the fall. Kristin broke her coller bone so i have mostly been over there taking care of her. Love is...
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Watching my new manson dVd and drooling,
I haven't had a good couple of days but i am slowly getting trough it all. I miss all my bristol buddies and i am really looking forward to hanging out with them all again. Keep me in your thoughts, I need you now more than ever.
I haven't had a good couple of days but i am slowly getting trough it all. I miss all my bristol buddies and i am really looking forward to hanging out with them all again. Keep me in your thoughts, I need you now more than ever.
cambria:
damn fucking double posts
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[Edited on Jun 11, 2004 8:07PM]
cambria:
you in them fo' sho'. i have to leave tomorrow at 3pm for wytheville for the wake and the funeral sunday. my mom said she bought me dress clothes for it...god only knows what it looks like. hahahaha.
Half moon in the sky, another night turning into day. When will this pain go away.
I feel like shit, can't take this life anymore
Someone take me away from it all
I just can't wait till next fall
I will be gone and far away
Just to think about you someother day
Nothing in this world makes me happier
Than to see your face...
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I feel like shit, can't take this life anymore
Someone take me away from it all
I just can't wait till next fall
I will be gone and far away
Just to think about you someother day
Nothing in this world makes me happier
Than to see your face...
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cambria:
what happened last night?? 
cambria:
we just got off the phone and i want to thank for you for the 2 hour talk. sorry i bring up clint every now and again but it relieves a lot off my chest because you know him and i dont want to talk about him to anyone else. i feel a lot better, and i hope you do too by the time you read this. i just want to thank you again for all you've done. i know im going to wake up for work tomorrow feeling okay knowing i have a friend like you and that im stuck with that asshole anymore. 
Time:1:00am
Music:Thursday
My internet has been down for a few days, it would disconnect everytime i got on Internet Explorer. Fuck it, i hope it's back now. But anyways i haven't been in the best of moods the past week. I have been stuck in this rut and feeling depressed and down all the time. I need someone to make me feel okay...
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Music:Thursday
My internet has been down for a few days, it would disconnect everytime i got on Internet Explorer. Fuck it, i hope it's back now. But anyways i haven't been in the best of moods the past week. I have been stuck in this rut and feeling depressed and down all the time. I need someone to make me feel okay...
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cambria:
you know it will be ok. its a matter of time like you said. im feeling better. i havent cried in a few days. i think the pooping on the house story really did it for me. ive just been having weird dreams and if i see him, he isnt going to live for the next day. hahaha.
oh yeah i want to rape deron miller SOOO badly.
you know it will be ok. its a matter of time like you said. im feeling better. i havent cried in a few days. i think the pooping on the house story really did it for me. ive just been having weird dreams and if i see him, he isnt going to live for the next day. hahaha.
oh yeah i want to rape deron miller SOOO badly.
cambria:
where you at doofy?? i got your message. i was closing up at work. i didnt call you back cause i thought youd be online. ill give you at a holla at home sometime in the afternoon. i dont work till friday.
hahah i jsut noticed you took out the pic of us with clint! awesome.
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hahah i jsut noticed you took out the pic of us with clint! awesome.
[Edited on Jun 06, 2004 9:09PM]
wow i am so worn out. Sunday i went to see Atreyu and From Autum to Ashes. Also there were 18 Visions and Anterrabae. It was one of the best shows i have ever been to, besides Tool. But i went ape shit durring Atreyu's set. So when FATA came on i was worn out but was still having a good time. Heidi and I...
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The new millennium is here
The smell of napalm and fear
All this confusion and mass hysteria
Welcome all to the new frontier
This fucking hate gets bigger and bigger
Consume ourselves in nuclear fear
And let me tell you that's the real enemy
How can you kill what you cannot see
Gas masks and AK-47's
Now you won't see the gates of heaven
Blood...
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The smell of napalm and fear
All this confusion and mass hysteria
Welcome all to the new frontier
This fucking hate gets bigger and bigger
Consume ourselves in nuclear fear
And let me tell you that's the real enemy
How can you kill what you cannot see
Gas masks and AK-47's
Now you won't see the gates of heaven
Blood...
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rockabillybaby:
Hey, are you going to be in or around Bristol on the 18th? Blitzkid is playing at Ireson's and I'm going to be there.
Mikey, Adam and I went to Harrionburg to a concert last night. It was some bands from the area. Walking Dead, Sedementrious, and another band i didn't get to hear because mikey wanteed me to go to the store so we could get some beer. But i had a really good time. I met a few girls that were fucking awesome. Hopefully i will run...
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cambria:
i had a gross dream this morning. and becaue of it, i couldnt goto back to sleep when my mom went to work at 430 am...now its 6am. it was a nasty one about clint. ew ew ew why why why. hahaha.
eero:
hey man, sorry it took so long to get back at ya... yeah, let me know next time you swing around by harrisonburg, we can go catch some shows. laters.