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I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will...
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slowtostanding:
that was YOU! we were like "wow that dude is totally rocking out in his car!" i remember that!

good to be back. i feel sorta lost trying to catch up.
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Face down ass up
That's the way we like to fuck eeek

Just hanging out.
I'm the best at making a bad situation even worse
I like to fuck my life up
It seems like a pattern.
I wish i could just figure it out. mad EL SUICIDO LOCO
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Obsession

Desire

Depression

thats all i need to say
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The battle of the bands went really well.
We played second, i was nervous as shit. 5 mins before we had to play i took some Jeff time and smoked a phat bowl and chugged some Jim Beam. That calmed all the nerves i had. We all got our shit together and we got to play 4 songs. Pick me up, Fight, In a Cage...
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Long Day.
Sleep sounds GREAT.
Will update more tomorrow or there after

"Then she told me that she had a gun,
and she wants to use it on me now"
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FROM AUTUM TO ASHES
" No Trivia"

M, 4, V, T, C and H
Might need to provide this number at the gate
Steady pilot because I'm half afraid
I can't believe youd ask me that
Of Course I dont believe in fate
Would you be depressed?
If I attend that wedding, but only as a guest
Such an unfaithful bride draped in dress
Spun...
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"What's so fun about peace, love, and understanding?"

Friday is the battle of the bands. Tomorrow James is comming over to play bass for us. hopfully he can throw down some good riffs for us. He also has a KAOS pad which he can throw in samples and shit. It's really WICKID!
Special K was the thing tonight, and plenty of good nugs. shocked
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OH MY GOD
Atreyu was the fucking BOMB
Funeral for a friend was great
Nora was the shit too.

That was an awesome show. We had a half gallon of Captain Morgan and Jager. 5 of us in one car, your damn skippy we got fucked up. I lost both of my plugs in the pit. When the show was over, i looked arround everywhere...
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Going to see Atreyu on Wensday!!!! love eeek love
I have a HUGE bottle of Jager to take with us

Everything Falls Together rocks my world.
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Haste The Day
"Breaking My Own Heart"

Left To My Ambitions I Find Myself Feeling
Short Of Breath And Losing Hope Again

When Will I Be Free
When Will I Feel Alive
I Am At My End And I Can't Breath

I Can't Breathe Everything I Do Is Useless
I Can't Do This On My Own I'm Fading
Too Many Times I've Left In Silence...
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sicka:
Haste the Day gives me a girl boner.
theend.
cambria:
last night was all sorts of fucked up.
but im sticking with joey.
i had a LONGGGGGGGGG talk with lee.

puke