Wow it's been one crazy week already. Monday i finished my last ASAP class. And drank afterwards to celbrate my graduation. Tueday i helped my mom's friend move in to her new house. It's so huge and has a big ass pool in the back. So when we were done i went for a well deserved swim. Yesterday i took my last piss test. NO...
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Well damn it's been a minute. I have not been doing much of anything with my life. I just go over to Matt's house and play music. Everyday the same routien. It's all good because we went to a show the other night and i was talking to the drummer from Left Of Nowhere who are a local screamo band from harrisonburg and hopefully we...
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After all this time of asking questions
Of trying to find something to quiet this soul
I'm left alone within my mind into this self-made hell I delve
It's not as hot as you think
More so dark and cold with no room to breathe
I'm sorry, I don't think it's going to be okay this time
My heart has skipped its final beat
It's...
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Of trying to find something to quiet this soul
I'm left alone within my mind into this self-made hell I delve
It's not as hot as you think
More so dark and cold with no room to breathe
I'm sorry, I don't think it's going to be okay this time
My heart has skipped its final beat
It's...
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Music:Nine Inch Nails- Halo Sixteen
Did it happen to fast,
You knew it wouldn't last.
Still stuck in the past.
God help me through the mess.
I wish we could have tried harder.
Hoping this would last longer.
You should have tried harder.
Been in an alcoholic stage recently. Not a good thing since my 21st is comming up soon. I rock and roll...
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Did it happen to fast,
You knew it wouldn't last.
Still stuck in the past.
God help me through the mess.
I wish we could have tried harder.
Hoping this would last longer.
You should have tried harder.
Been in an alcoholic stage recently. Not a good thing since my 21st is comming up soon. I rock and roll...
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cambria:
i want a beer!
Music: ICP- Fuck the World
Well it looks like i am not going back to school in the fall. I didn't go to my 20 NA and AA classes i was supposed to. My mom and friends blame it on Kristin. I belive this is true. The fucked up thing is that one random night we were all partying and shit and we went skinny...
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Well it looks like i am not going back to school in the fall. I didn't go to my 20 NA and AA classes i was supposed to. My mom and friends blame it on Kristin. I belive this is true. The fucked up thing is that one random night we were all partying and shit and we went skinny...
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cambria:
DAMN. that sucks dude.
I understand how you feel...Im going to miss you not being at school. It really upset me when you told me. But Im sure Ill manage not having your company. Id love to visit you but I better not run into Clint dirty redneck ass. hahah. Hardy wants to kill him more than I do.
I hope everything works out.
I understand how you feel...Im going to miss you not being at school. It really upset me when you told me. But Im sure Ill manage not having your company. Id love to visit you but I better not run into Clint dirty redneck ass. hahah. Hardy wants to kill him more than I do.
I hope everything works out.
Hurting inside,
I can't seem to find anything to make me happy.
I almost got fired from work for cussing out this guy. I honestly don't give a fuck. But i have the next two days off and i get paid tomorrow so hopefully i will have some alone time with myself and get my shit straight in my head.
Sleepless nights,
Followed by painful...
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I can't seem to find anything to make me happy.
I almost got fired from work for cussing out this guy. I honestly don't give a fuck. But i have the next two days off and i get paid tomorrow so hopefully i will have some alone time with myself and get my shit straight in my head.
Sleepless nights,
Followed by painful...
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cambria:
dude whats up??? i thought everything was alright just the other day. ive had my ups adn downs since thursday. warped on wednesday!!!! i cant fuckin wait. i got drunk thurs&sat night. and i so fucking stoned sat...i couldnt move for the longest time. i sat on hardy's porch with my head on my knees cause i kept staring at shit and the fence on the porch is white but i saw it changing colors. 
Jesus Christ the new set with Apena and Benni is so friggin hott!!! 
I can't belive i haven't updated in so long. I miss being online all the time but i have been working 6 days a week. Thanks so much stefi for my membership renewal i sill owe you big time.
I was partying a few days ago at my house and ended up...
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I can't belive i haven't updated in so long. I miss being online all the time but i have been working 6 days a week. Thanks so much stefi for my membership renewal i sill owe you big time.
I was partying a few days ago at my house and ended up...
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cambria:
im glad ypure happy about the renewal. im in alexandria right now. hardy wont fucking get out of bed. swanson and i have been here since about 930am. fucker.
Still alive.
Music:Atreyu-The Curse
My internet sucks and i finally got on to SG to update and look at the sets i have missed. But everything else is good, i got a job at Ryan's just for the summer until i go back to school in the fall. Kristin broke her coller bone so i have mostly been over there taking care of her. Love is...
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My internet sucks and i finally got on to SG to update and look at the sets i have missed. But everything else is good, i got a job at Ryan's just for the summer until i go back to school in the fall. Kristin broke her coller bone so i have mostly been over there taking care of her. Love is...
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Watching my new manson dVd and drooling,
I haven't had a good couple of days but i am slowly getting trough it all. I miss all my bristol buddies and i am really looking forward to hanging out with them all again. Keep me in your thoughts, I need you now more than ever.
I haven't had a good couple of days but i am slowly getting trough it all. I miss all my bristol buddies and i am really looking forward to hanging out with them all again. Keep me in your thoughts, I need you now more than ever.
cambria:
damn fucking double posts
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cambria:
you in them fo' sho'. i have to leave tomorrow at 3pm for wytheville for the wake and the funeral sunday. my mom said she bought me dress clothes for it...god only knows what it looks like. hahahaha.
Half moon in the sky, another night turning into day. When will this pain go away.
I feel like shit, can't take this life anymore
Someone take me away from it all
I just can't wait till next fall
I will be gone and far away
Just to think about you someother day
Nothing in this world makes me happier
Than to see your face...
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I feel like shit, can't take this life anymore
Someone take me away from it all
I just can't wait till next fall
I will be gone and far away
Just to think about you someother day
Nothing in this world makes me happier
Than to see your face...
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cambria:
what happened last night??
cambria:
we just got off the phone and i want to thank for you for the 2 hour talk. sorry i bring up clint every now and again but it relieves a lot off my chest because you know him and i dont want to talk about him to anyone else. i feel a lot better, and i hope you do too by the time you read this. i just want to thank you again for all you've done. i know im going to wake up for work tomorrow feeling okay knowing i have a friend like you and that im stuck with that asshole anymore. 
Time:1:00am
Music:Thursday
My internet has been down for a few days, it would disconnect everytime i got on Internet Explorer. Fuck it, i hope it's back now. But anyways i haven't been in the best of moods the past week. I have been stuck in this rut and feeling depressed and down all the time. I need someone to make me feel okay...
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Music:Thursday
My internet has been down for a few days, it would disconnect everytime i got on Internet Explorer. Fuck it, i hope it's back now. But anyways i haven't been in the best of moods the past week. I have been stuck in this rut and feeling depressed and down all the time. I need someone to make me feel okay...
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cambria:
you know it will be ok. its a matter of time like you said. im feeling better. i havent cried in a few days. i think the pooping on the house story really did it for me. ive just been having weird dreams and if i see him, he isnt going to live for the next day. hahaha.
oh yeah i want to rape deron miller SOOO badly.
you know it will be ok. its a matter of time like you said. im feeling better. i havent cried in a few days. i think the pooping on the house story really did it for me. ive just been having weird dreams and if i see him, he isnt going to live for the next day. hahaha.
oh yeah i want to rape deron miller SOOO badly.
cambria:
where you at doofy?? i got your message. i was closing up at work. i didnt call you back cause i thought youd be online. ill give you at a holla at home sometime in the afternoon. i dont work till friday.
hahah i jsut noticed you took out the pic of us with clint! awesome.
[Edited on Jun 06, 2004 9:09PM]
hahah i jsut noticed you took out the pic of us with clint! awesome.
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