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Fantastic night last night
James took me to Richmond, we went to the music store and fucked arround for about an hour, We found a bar to drink bought a few pitchers and found a few more bars to get into
Got really shit faced. Today sat arround with James and played some music.


I feel dead

There are a few new pics, taken this...
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I want what i can't have
I can get what i don't want
whygodwhy
Life is being a bitch.

"Last dance with Mary Jane,
One more time to Kill the pain"
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Late night comes are you home?
No you're not
You're out with urge to satisfy yourself
it's your vicious plot
Looking back I realize that it's my fault
I'm not around so your love comes to a halt
You have no remorse in you
It's the only thing you know
You destroy me every time you little cunt
I never wanted this
Gave myself to...
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wow tuesday night i got off work at like 10pm and i drove to Winchester to meet Kristin. She was in PA visiting her dad. We got drunk and really stoned on the way home and we ended up taking some shrooms. It was fucking nutz. I tried to listen to Ramstein and I couldn't handle it. Mostly listened to ICP and Atreyu.
Well i...
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glorybox:
Thats awesome... nothing better than random spontaneous sex.
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OHMYFUCKINGGOD

Last night was one of the craZiest nights i've had in a long time. I will write more later
ARRR!!!
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glorybox:
Thanks for stoppin by my journal to wish me a happy b-day. And yes, i definitly cant wait till next year... hopefully it flys by.
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Congrats to Cambria
GGRRR>> tongue

--"Sing it loud, Drown out the feeling"

Goddamnit I still can't figure out how to put a Pic into my journal entry.. PLEASE HELP
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Nag Champa makes me happy biggrin
From Autum to Ashes makes me sad frown
But in a good way. Their music just touches my heart
I LOVE it. love
"Keep On Truckin"
Purple Rain. confused
Beer or Liquor???> skull
cambria:
BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER
and maybe a shot or two wink
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I don't know why i update this thing
I never get any comments
Work was good, tonight shall be even better eeek
Chocolate goodness....mmmmm........ ARRR!!!
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I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will...
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slowtostanding:
that was YOU! we were like "wow that dude is totally rocking out in his car!" i remember that!

good to be back. i feel sorta lost trying to catch up.
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Face down ass up
That's the way we like to fuck eeek

Just hanging out.
I'm the best at making a bad situation even worse
I like to fuck my life up
It seems like a pattern.
I wish i could just figure it out. mad EL SUICIDO LOCO
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Obsession

Desire

Depression

thats all i need to say