martrell

Happy Monday

It's was quite a long weekend for me. I spent saturday looking at houses for rent and realized i can't really afford much anymore on my income. its different when youre married and have double incomes. shit..this is going to be rough. Don't have my ex's income to figure in anymore. I hate the idea of getting a roomate. we will have to see what i can do...

then i find out my friends boyfriend dumps her because shes not attractive anymore. this girl is sooooo pretty, but beyond that...shes got the greatest personality and everything a guy would ever want in someone. at least someone like me..it really angered me that guys can just non-chalantly discard a releationship like that over something so shallow. Perhaps its for the better, but at the expense of her heart. I feel so bad for her and really hope she bounces out of it and realize how special people like me think her and her son are.

this is a funny one...you would think moving to florida that models i meet would want swimsuit photos. nope. i want some for my portfolio, but they tell me...no, i dont want to do swimsuit photos. i want high end fashion, and yet there profile says they enjoy swimsuit sessions!