Why, in the name of all that is holy, can I sit and stare at Java code for 8 to 10 hours on end or fuck with Linux well into tomorrow or read hundreds of pointless news entries on SlashDot or stare at ThinkGeek swag ad infinitum but NOT read 70 PowerPoint slides that I need to learn for Tuesday's midterms!?!"?!?!?!?! a sdfhahf;aklsdfhj;akldfjje89ry3jdfjzd;lfkahd;f FUCK
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Update you say? Well FUCK YOU! 
just kidding...
tons has been happening in my little world.... working on a half dozen websites on top of homework and studying for midterms... murder i tells ya.. i really don't know what to say :S
I'm seriously messed up right now
I've been finding apartments downtown even though my budget gets tighter by the day.. my best friend...
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just kidding...
tons has been happening in my little world.... working on a half dozen websites on top of homework and studying for midterms... murder i tells ya.. i really don't know what to say :S
I'm seriously messed up right now
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doctorspooky:
live from your bedroom! Dude that's sick 
Yeah, it's about time you updated. Some of us have no life and therefore update almost everyday. We also expect others to do the same.
If you're so swamped do you think it's wise to advertise free websites to strangers?
I know when I feel swamped with work, instead of doing it I just walk away. Preferably to go take a dump or something quasi useful.
Yeah, it's about time you updated. Some of us have no life and therefore update almost everyday. We also expect others to do the same.
If you're so swamped do you think it's wise to advertise free websites to strangers?
I know when I feel swamped with work, instead of doing it I just walk away. Preferably to go take a dump or something quasi useful.
despairfactor:
So THAT'S why you've dissapeard for so long!! You should update SG more... or at least just post in my journal!! Pwwwweeeease?! lol!
Okay, I'll shut up now!
You should update SG more... or at least just post in my journal!! Pwwwweeeease?! lol!
Okay, I'll shut up now!
Oh man! I just started a Cafe Press store. Go check it out at http://cafepress.com/theglass!!
Thus far I've added a few mens t-shirts and a couple girls. Tomorrow I want to add the rest of the guys and girls shirts.. Yes... I know there's a lot of white there but apparently they can't do black shirts.. The only non white shirts i can get...
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Thus far I've added a few mens t-shirts and a couple girls. Tomorrow I want to add the rest of the guys and girls shirts.. Yes... I know there's a lot of white there but apparently they can't do black shirts.. The only non white shirts i can get...
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cai:
he brought back 'the gods themselves'. we also have 'i robot' which is way way way better than the movie. you should definitely read it. and i would be very interested in reading that book about ireland. sounds good.
despairfactor:
UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE!!
Yeah, I think she's gonna cool the drinking now. But she's still gonna drink she said... I guess that's understandable
Yeah, I think she's gonna cool the drinking now. But she's still gonna drink she said... I guess that's understandable
Ok! I'm in total geek mode now.. This Women in Media Foundation that works out of RRC was selling a couple of older iMacs (circa 2001) for dirt cheap so I bought them both and carted them home... I just finished installing linux on one. It's going to be the web/transaction server for my lil e-test-business. I have a couple of local bands signed on...
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sylvain:
just e-mailed you about restore imac disk.
despairfactor:
Of course! I find anything to do with geeky, nerdy dorkiness extremly sexy! I dunno why. I think it's because secretly I am just a nerd at heart... or something like that!
Anyways, I've decided on a name... I think it should be a gooder
Anyways, I've decided on a name... I think it should be a gooder
GAH I **HATE** being ditched!! How can someone who calls you friend just fucking leave without a reason or explanation. Ok.... Me and Caris WERE going to go to see Tele play at Wise Guys (a local band at a local bar) but when we got there there wasn't enough people for her liking so I just conceded saying "Whatever, where do you want to...
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cai:
hiya... glad you enjoyed the pictures, i wasn't sure if you'd seen them. its so different now.
sounds like life is still complicated. is caris the ex/ not-ex? hope things improve for you, man. don't let it get to you. take care.
sounds like life is still complicated. is caris the ex/ not-ex? hope things improve for you, man. don't let it get to you. take care.
despairfactor:
Hrmmm.... from what I understood, I think that she is at fault, b/c she left without telling anyone.
I haven't taken the set yet, b/c I need to do some... er... things. Such as get bleach and blue hair dye. For nothing really... *couhgcough* But yeah, I'm not so sure about being Regina's hottest SG... maybe third, after methyst and ovida.. maybe.
I haven't taken the set yet, b/c I need to do some... er... things. Such as get bleach and blue hair dye. For nothing really... *couhgcough* But yeah, I'm not so sure about being Regina's hottest SG... maybe third, after methyst and ovida.. maybe.
Oh man... First week of classes and I've already skipped an entire day :S
I missed my first class cause I couldn't sleep and I forgot to turn my alarm on... Honest mistake but last nite......... Last nite I spent the night with an old friend and ended up crashing at thier place. The bad thing was that I woke up at 7 which, had...
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I missed my first class cause I couldn't sleep and I forgot to turn my alarm on... Honest mistake but last nite......... Last nite I spent the night with an old friend and ended up crashing at thier place. The bad thing was that I woke up at 7 which, had...
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cai:
i'm about to go on a mad scanning frenzy of pictures of winnipeg... check my pics out later okay??
cai:
i added those pictures... the buildings are gutted already in them, but they are still really interesting to look at. i put a few other pictures in there of places you'll probably recognize.
Grr... So I've come to the conclusion that, as proud of my home as I am, I think I'm going have to leave the country after college. Either for a trip or for good. Canada is an amazing country and I'm hugely proud to call this place my home. But I really don't want to settle into a career, home or life until I at...
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despairfactor:
Hey wow! Thanks for the wrestling links, I forgot to thank you!! Those were pretty sweet!! To bad I have no money!
Anywhoms... yes... backpacking would be great, and yeah, if you have no one to go with, and I have no one to go with, and neither of us are crazy axe murders, we should go 2gether
Anywhoms... yes... backpacking would be great, and yeah, if you have no one to go with, and I have no one to go with, and neither of us are crazy axe murders, we should go 2gether
despairfactor:
Well I did quit my one job, so I think that's a plus. And I talked to the boss of the other one, and she said I only had to work 1 shift every 3 weeks. So that seems pretty slack and easy to me. So I'll pbly stay there!
And the money is for nothing. To just try and get good marks! I rule! lol!
And the money is for nothing. To just try and get good marks! I rule! lol!
Ok.. I'm a crack addict, or a sucker for spam.. whatever here ya go
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want, even if it's extremely personal. I DON'T CARE. It's part of the fun. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself)...
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I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want, even if it's extremely personal. I DON'T CARE. It's part of the fun. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself)...
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despairfactor:
DEAR LORD!!! I would never EVER be able to go sky-diving... I too am afraid of heights, but I doubt I would be able to conquer my fear! 
1. Fire. Ally? Enemy? Secret lover? and why.
- Ooooh secret lover... yes. lol! Ummm... Ally, b/c it keeps me warm, especially since I have really poor circulation, and am often freezing cold!
2. Would you/have you ever swam during a storm? If yes, skinny dipped in said storm?
- No. I'm scared I'd get electrocuted. But I have skinny-dipped! So that's fun!
3. What is the worst performance you've ever been through/heard of second hand (not like a friend of a friend but, to steal a phrase from my hickish kinsmen, straight from the horses mouth) in bed?
- Hrmmm.. lemme see. Since two of my friends are virgins, and the other one does not talk about her sex life, and I have yet to have an extremly horrible performence.. I don't know.
1.) Are you in Winnipeg alone.. without a family and such? If so, why?
2.) Favourite type of girl
3.) Real or fake. You decide
1. Fire. Ally? Enemy? Secret lover? and why.
- Ooooh secret lover... yes. lol! Ummm... Ally, b/c it keeps me warm, especially since I have really poor circulation, and am often freezing cold!
2. Would you/have you ever swam during a storm? If yes, skinny dipped in said storm?
- No. I'm scared I'd get electrocuted. But I have skinny-dipped! So that's fun!
3. What is the worst performance you've ever been through/heard of second hand (not like a friend of a friend but, to steal a phrase from my hickish kinsmen, straight from the horses mouth) in bed?
- Hrmmm.. lemme see. Since two of my friends are virgins, and the other one does not talk about her sex life, and I have yet to have an extremly horrible performence.. I don't know.
1.) Are you in Winnipeg alone.. without a family and such? If so, why?
2.) Favourite type of girl
3.) Real or fake. You decide
cai:
hullo, how bout that weather eh?
right sucks.
1 purple or orange?
2 worst sexual experience?
3 cell phones: good or bad?
ask me 3 quesions too, i took away that message, but ask away!
right sucks.
1 purple or orange?
2 worst sexual experience?
3 cell phones: good or bad?
ask me 3 quesions too, i took away that message, but ask away!
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OH MY GOD
what I would give to be back in high school.... as I write this I'm listening to my lil cousin (who's entering grade 12 this year) whine about how he hasn't seen his girlfriend for a little more than a month and he had the nerve to tell me to, and I quote,...
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OH MY GOD
what I would give to be back in high school.... as I write this I'm listening to my lil cousin (who's entering grade 12 this year) whine about how he hasn't seen his girlfriend for a little more than a month and he had the nerve to tell me to, and I quote,...
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shayne:
yup i limbo'd for 4 months... but it was worth the wait...Just wanted to say thank you for your kind words... i blush way too easily.
despairfactor:
Kill them. All of them.
or wait, that might be a bad idea.... you COULD go to jail or something of the sort. And that would be bad!
I'm not really poetic at all, unless my heart has just been broken, and then I can write somewhat... but not very good at all.
Lets cross our fingers that I can do a set that does not interfere. And if someone sees it, I'll just be like..er... it's not me!!!
or wait, that might be a bad idea.... you COULD go to jail or something of the sort. And that would be bad!
I'm not really poetic at all, unless my heart has just been broken, and then I can write somewhat... but not very good at all.
Lets cross our fingers that I can do a set that does not interfere. And if someone sees it, I'll just be like..er... it's not me!!!
Pardon the geek rant. If you're not a geek skip to the bottom otherwise you run the risk of not understanding what the hell I'm talking about 
I was checkin out the main page.. and I stumbled across that news article about Macs vs PC's.. Dear fucking god let it go. The Mac vs PC thing is down to personal taste now. Mac arcitecture is...
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I was checkin out the main page.. and I stumbled across that news article about Macs vs PC's.. Dear fucking god let it go. The Mac vs PC thing is down to personal taste now. Mac arcitecture is...
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despairfactor:
I read it, yet I did not understand it.....
Hahaha... you think like I do. The thing is, I would do SG if I knew 100% without a doubt, that none of the administrators would find out.
I'm always up for being naked. Just not in Winipeg... it's just not cool enough for me!! haha! jj!
Hahaha... you think like I do. The thing is, I would do SG if I knew 100% without a doubt, that none of the administrators would find out.
I'm always up for being naked. Just not in Winipeg... it's just not cool enough for me!!
haha! jj!
I must do this also!
Anywayes, yeah, it will be on my right cheek, and her left