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OH MY GOD
what I would give to be back in high school.... as I write this I'm listening to my lil cousin (who's entering grade 12 this year) whine about how he hasn't seen his girlfriend for a little more than a month and he had the nerve to tell me to, and I quote, "buck up" when i responded with what i've gone without for how long... I didn't know a soul in Winnipeg for 7 months before meeting Caris... (ahhhh Caris....
) but the stupid part was that whole time I had friends no more than 30, count em, Thirty Kilometers away but they refused to ever come in to see me, despite repeated invites and such.. They cited reasons like, 'i would but i'm broke' or 'seeing the girlfriend' or 'working on the car'. but of course.. since thier girlfriends always vented thier frustrations verbally on me, much like what i'm doing to you now, i knew EXACTLY what those assholes were really up to that nite every time. Once I did meet Caris, she was the only one I knew and I was the only one she knew. It was a perfect arrangement... We spent ever waking moment (and most sleeping ones too) together.. *sigh* we were inseperable.. Around Christmas, she moved back to southern ontario (about 3500miles away) i blew my last $400 on a return ticket to Hamilton on Boxing Day to go see her for new years... And since then we've been stuck with this 3500 mile wedge between us. But that wasn't the only thing i've gone without.. all of my family, friends, relatives and whoever else lives in Swan. 500 Miles away.. No one really has to coin to come visit and I have no car so i've gone without seeing them either..
anyways.. my point was this kid's "worst summer ever" involved him getting a free trip to toronto, spending 3 weeks recording an album with his older brothers band just outside of winnipeg, and spending whatever time at home lazing around cause really, who needs a job when you get free money from your rich ass parents? FUCK If only... I spent my summer either in class, studying for classes, or worrying about classes at work.
and that's another thing!!!!!!!! I got suckered back into working at domo on my week off!!! FUCK!! I finally get a few days peace from classes and some motherfucker fucked up his fucking plane ticket order and has to leave for Japan almost a FUCKING MONTH EARLY. How can you fuck up THAT badly?!?! FUCK! Why am I such a goddamn pushover!? I just let Monty talk be into taking a shit load of midnite shifts at a fucking DOMO.... dear christ someone shoot me. In the foot though cause if I don't live to see someone screwed over by my injury I may just have to haunt the fuck out of someone.
-Shaun
OH MY GOD
what I would give to be back in high school.... as I write this I'm listening to my lil cousin (who's entering grade 12 this year) whine about how he hasn't seen his girlfriend for a little more than a month and he had the nerve to tell me to, and I quote, "buck up" when i responded with what i've gone without for how long... I didn't know a soul in Winnipeg for 7 months before meeting Caris... (ahhhh Caris....
) but the stupid part was that whole time I had friends no more than 30, count em, Thirty Kilometers away but they refused to ever come in to see me, despite repeated invites and such.. They cited reasons like, 'i would but i'm broke' or 'seeing the girlfriend' or 'working on the car'. but of course.. since thier girlfriends always vented thier frustrations verbally on me, much like what i'm doing to you now, i knew EXACTLY what those assholes were really up to that nite every time. Once I did meet Caris, she was the only one I knew and I was the only one she knew. It was a perfect arrangement... We spent ever waking moment (and most sleeping ones too) together.. *sigh* we were inseperable.. Around Christmas, she moved back to southern ontario (about 3500miles away) i blew my last $400 on a return ticket to Hamilton on Boxing Day to go see her for new years... And since then we've been stuck with this 3500 mile wedge between us. But that wasn't the only thing i've gone without.. all of my family, friends, relatives and whoever else lives in Swan. 500 Miles away.. No one really has to coin to come visit and I have no car so i've gone without seeing them either..
anyways.. my point was this kid's "worst summer ever" involved him getting a free trip to toronto, spending 3 weeks recording an album with his older brothers band just outside of winnipeg, and spending whatever time at home lazing around cause really, who needs a job when you get free money from your rich ass parents? FUCK If only... I spent my summer either in class, studying for classes, or worrying about classes at work.
and that's another thing!!!!!!!! I got suckered back into working at domo on my week off!!! FUCK!! I finally get a few days peace from classes and some motherfucker fucked up his fucking plane ticket order and has to leave for Japan almost a FUCKING MONTH EARLY. How can you fuck up THAT badly?!?! FUCK! Why am I such a goddamn pushover!? I just let Monty talk be into taking a shit load of midnite shifts at a fucking DOMO.... dear christ someone shoot me. In the foot though cause if I don't live to see someone screwed over by my injury I may just have to haunt the fuck out of someone.
-Shaun
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or wait, that might be a bad idea.... you COULD go to jail or something of the sort. And that would be bad!
I'm not really poetic at all, unless my heart has just been broken, and then I can write somewhat... but not very good at all.
Lets cross our fingers that I can do a set that does not interfere. And if someone sees it, I'll just be like..er... it's not me!!!