***angry blog***
to who ever reads this, the following is not at anything in particular that happend or aimed at anyone.
Thank you, Please enjoy.
Fuck this all! I'm not a god damn piece of shit show pony. I mean holy shit, i know you're conserned about how i'm doing but i'm not going to cry for everyone so they can feel like they're a caring person.
I mean holy fuck i'm so fed up with everything! I"m this close, you see that? THIS CLOSE to hanging up my spurs and calling it a day. putting on the happy face is starting to get really tough. I'm so ready to just stop fighting it and let my life fall apart, i'm fighting it so hard but i dont know if i can anymore. my back hurts and is about to break.
WHEN THE FUCK IS IT MY TURN!!!
Fuck this all, this will probably be my last blog here.
Its been real people. to those i've met and have become friends with i thank you from the bottom of my heart for being a part of me and my life. to those that i haven't met yet, or become friends yet, i'm sure you're cool people.
and no this isnt a bad good by letter, i'm still going to be part of the "living"
to who ever reads this, the following is not at anything in particular that happend or aimed at anyone.
Thank you, Please enjoy.
Fuck this all! I'm not a god damn piece of shit show pony. I mean holy shit, i know you're conserned about how i'm doing but i'm not going to cry for everyone so they can feel like they're a caring person.
I mean holy fuck i'm so fed up with everything! I"m this close, you see that? THIS CLOSE to hanging up my spurs and calling it a day. putting on the happy face is starting to get really tough. I'm so ready to just stop fighting it and let my life fall apart, i'm fighting it so hard but i dont know if i can anymore. my back hurts and is about to break.
WHEN THE FUCK IS IT MY TURN!!!
Fuck this all, this will probably be my last blog here.
Its been real people. to those i've met and have become friends with i thank you from the bottom of my heart for being a part of me and my life. to those that i haven't met yet, or become friends yet, i'm sure you're cool people.
and no this isnt a bad good by letter, i'm still going to be part of the "living"