martini79

so, I want to apologize to all of the PSW group. My comments in a previous thread came out some what wrong. I didn't mean that big girls are easy or anything like that. you all are awesome to talk to and i loved every second to it. but i had to get stuff straight in my head. I'm still working on that now and it doesn't seem to be working out. I'm not sure what's going on with me. It's just hard for me, I dont like to say it but i'm lonely. I have all these toys a sweet car, a nice TV two computers, and xbox 360 and there's something missing. Of all the things i have i'm missing the one thing that can possibly make me happy. I dont want sympathetic responses. hell i dont want any at all, you all just get to listen cause anything you say will not make me feel better. call me a dick if you want, call me an emo bitch if you want... I dont give a fuck, i'm done... People tell me that i'm trying to hard and i'm sounding desperate, but fuck it. I'm trying to be happy, nothing to this point has made me happy like i have been and i'm trying to get back to that. Is that so wrong? no it's not. Fuck it.