martini2

i am
the vinegar
and salt
and you
are the
oil that
dissolves my
frustration

something went terribly wrong.

at work, sitting through a boring meeting.

the smokers get up to take a break, so i go to my desk and am reading sg forums.

coworker walks by, goes 'DUDE WHY IS THAT SITE ALL PINK UR A FAGET LOLOLOL!!!!!!!!!!11'

i retort "doesnt look pink to me, you prick."

i run it through vischeck, and he says it looks totally different. well, in not...
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all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration. we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively; there is no such thing as death, life is just a dream, and we are the imaginations of ourselves. heres nick with the negativity....


thanks bill. dont think for a second that nearly every person in the world wouldnt step on your head to get just a...
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[18:53:35] marla: have you read at all about the war?
[18:53:40] nick: fuck
[18:53:40] nick: no
[18:53:48] nick: im intentionally keeping myself isolated from it
[18:53:49] marla: why?
[18:53:51] nick: so if you say siht [sic] about it im blocking you.
[18:54:05] marla: whatever
[18:54:10] nick: dont whatever me
[18:54:18] nick: everything the fucking media says is a goddamn lie
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misanthropia

so it was a nice 53 degrees (f) today. was really nice. i went out for a drive and listened to 'kid a' during my lunch break.

days like this make me want to kill myself a little less.

(today it was not necessary for me to use my ak-47 semi-automatic assault rifle... thus i must conclude today was most enjoyable)

no alarms/surprises

!!

holy god where am i. what day is it, march?
too many sleeping pills, the line between fucked up dreams and fucked up reality is blurring more every night.

not that im complaining

unable to delete post
or think straight
or or or or or or or

cant find cell phone

http://www.asciiartfarts.com/20030202.html

THIS HAMMER, SCREWDRIVER, NAIL, AND SCREW WOULD LIKE TO EXTEND THEIR
HEARTFELT SORROW TO THE CREW AND FAMILIES OF THE COLUMBIA SPACE
SHUTTLE

IF WE MAY TAKE THIS MOMENT TO EXAMINE THE CURRENT MANNED SPACEFLIGHT
DEATH SCORECARD:

USA: 17
FORMER SOVIET UNION: DOZENS
CHINA: HUNDREDS

SO HOW ABOUT FUCK YOU AND LET'S KEEP GOING HERE PEOPLE


the end

trying to think of something postive to post, really i am!

so um......

and whatnot.

oooooook.

so i went out. icy and cold, as usual, roads are wonderfully slippery and whatnot.

i bought a nomad zen (mp3 player). on the way home from the store, i proceeded to drive over a curb or a pothole or a pedestrian or something, and lost another fucking hubcap. might as well just take the 2 remaining ones off, or find someone else who...
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