martini

hmm.. i've got nothing much to say. i finished reading hitchhiker's guide and i'm well into the restaurant at the end of the universe.. which thus far is amazing!! and now i am on my coffee break (rock the 5 hour shit shifts!) so i decided to come on here and see what's up.. apparently nothing. therefore i vent..

aaaaaaaall i want is clarification. give it to me. tell me you want me. tell me you hate me. tell me kissing me is like kissing your grandmother.. i don't know just tell me whatever it is that is stuck deep within you so that i can cry or smile or whatever it is i am meant to do.. would'ya? i know you read this.. hence me unlocking my entries.. fyi, i'm not stupid.. just a lovesick puppy.. throw me a bone. or like.. call me when you say you're gonna.. "chit-chats" don't happen magically.. someone's gotta initiate 'em.

aaaand, muffins.

*peace*

ps. i just wanna.. like.. grab him.. kiss him.. NOW .. stupid work...here's a MONKEY