Man I'm exhausted, I've completely screwed with my body clock since new years. I had until the tenth of January off from work and have settled into a pattern where I'm getting to sleep around two and the getting up around mid day. This would be fine but for having to drag my ass out of bed at six to get to work. Its worse toady as I've been away at a conferrence for the day but that necessitated a five thirty start this morning. Last night I was increadibly paranoid about getting to where I needed to be, that I woke at what I thought was 3 minutes past 6, miss-read the alarm clock and paniced that I'd slept late. After about a minutes frenzied getting ready I looked at the clock again and realised it wasn't just gone six but in fact six past three.
So I need to sort my shit out in terms of reestablishing a normal sleeping pattern beore I start hallucinating and generally going bonkers.
I've menatly review the last year. Absolutely no progress made in most spheres, some complete retarded steps backwards on the job front where I ballsed up an interview for a job I really wanted and some progress made on the chasing after women and being less of a nice guy front where I totally ended up in bed sleeping with some one elses girlfriend (no actually sex just cwtching up). Its been my firm belief for some time that if I was more ruthless and less nice about shit then I'd be much more sucessful in just about every aspect of my life. All in all mostly pretty bland.
This year has fared a little better so far in the professional sphere. I got my peer ranking back for the year an it turns out I and the second best corporate drone in my region. I also have been invited to an award dinner which should be pretty cool. And it appears there maybe another job in the offing that I am interested in.
I'm also making the perinial intention to get fitter and do more stuff that I usually do this time of year but I do intend to actually make more of an effort this time round.
So I need to sort my shit out in terms of reestablishing a normal sleeping pattern beore I start hallucinating and generally going bonkers.
I've menatly review the last year. Absolutely no progress made in most spheres, some complete retarded steps backwards on the job front where I ballsed up an interview for a job I really wanted and some progress made on the chasing after women and being less of a nice guy front where I totally ended up in bed sleeping with some one elses girlfriend (no actually sex just cwtching up). Its been my firm belief for some time that if I was more ruthless and less nice about shit then I'd be much more sucessful in just about every aspect of my life. All in all mostly pretty bland.
This year has fared a little better so far in the professional sphere. I got my peer ranking back for the year an it turns out I and the second best corporate drone in my region. I also have been invited to an award dinner which should be pretty cool. And it appears there maybe another job in the offing that I am interested in.
I'm also making the perinial intention to get fitter and do more stuff that I usually do this time of year but I do intend to actually make more of an effort this time round.