marsrich

this morning: 245
Doing better emotionally than yesterday. have 25.17 dollars in my account. about 60 in my wallet. that has to buy me food for the next month. I think the weight is going to continue to come off.

This morning: 246
This probably has to do with the fact that I have no money and i am rationing out the last of my food. So, I am not eating a whole lot plus commuting the 7 or 8 miles to work everyday on my bike. Oh well, I get paid tomorrow.

I don't think this day could get any worse. the overdraft fine...
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this morning: 248

I overdrew my account only a few small things but the overdraft fine is going to kill my next check. I hate breaks between semesters. I don't work so I don't get paid. this sucks.

time to keep track of the weight.
249 1/2 according to publix scale

They say the way to a man's heart is through his stomach. Could the same be said for some women?
Will my cooking warm you up to me?
we will find out won't we?

Started work yesterday. I am so glad to be back. The Td deicided I can sit in on the AutoCAD class.
Hopefully this semester will be better than the last. unfortunately, the y have already screwed up the grad assistantships. I am suppose to have two grads working 12 hours a week and two working 6 hours a week. i now have one at 12...
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Have had no real human contact for over a week. things getting weird. i hate being depressed. it's times like this when you call the people you know and try to do something with them and they never return your phone calls or beat around the bush and don't give you a straight answer, then you feel really alone. this sucks.
oh well only a...
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So, I am fully back home. halfway through cleaning my apartment. I made Her mad yesterday, Ok maybe not mad but definetly not happy. I guess that's what I get goofing around. So I spent most of yesterday bummed out. but then on the way home my phone makes a sound and i realize that I have a voicemail from a really cool really really...
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So I got my stitches out and was finally able to go home and sleep in my own place. If you can call waht I did sleeping. My night was full uf random weird dreams, I woke at 3:30 in the mornig for no reason (didn't do that the entire two weeks I was on her couch) couldn't get back to sleep afterwards.
i miss...
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Well, i shoud be getting my stitches out today. I can finally go home and start riding my bike again. I need to get some weights so I can start working out at home. I want to hit 220 (at least for a start).
I am out of your house now. It has been a pleasant two weeks. will you miss me at all? do...
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