this morning:240
no more pizza
does it make any sense that the same girl that i have had a thing for for so long, who is the most responsible well rounded focused mature...... and all the other words that describe that kind of thing is dating someone who isn't. i don't mean just a little bit. this kid is THE most immature person i have ever met. I seriously know 12 year olds with more maturity than him.How do you make yourself feel differently than you do. How can you convince yourself that you don't want what you do want. why him. i wish I could work 24 hours 365 days a week. cause in the shop I know what I am. I am confident, I am sure. It is outside the shop that I fuck up. Hell, even when I fuck up in the shop I know how to fix it right away.
i hate it when my life turns into a Nine inch nails song. I hate seeing her sitting sitting next to him holding his arm.
shit I am 28 years old. I should be over this petty SHIT.
I don't know what else to say
no more pizza
does it make any sense that the same girl that i have had a thing for for so long, who is the most responsible well rounded focused mature...... and all the other words that describe that kind of thing is dating someone who isn't. i don't mean just a little bit. this kid is THE most immature person i have ever met. I seriously know 12 year olds with more maturity than him.How do you make yourself feel differently than you do. How can you convince yourself that you don't want what you do want. why him. i wish I could work 24 hours 365 days a week. cause in the shop I know what I am. I am confident, I am sure. It is outside the shop that I fuck up. Hell, even when I fuck up in the shop I know how to fix it right away.
i hate it when my life turns into a Nine inch nails song. I hate seeing her sitting sitting next to him holding his arm.
shit I am 28 years old. I should be over this petty SHIT.
I don't know what else to say
you can't force yourslf to feel differently. life would be fan-fucking-tastic if we could. all you can do is wait it out. nothing you don't already know though.
as for your question, i'm not sure, hopefully you already got it figured it out if it was for a class, but i'm going to look into it next time i'm in the work office (probably tomorrow)
feel better