marsrich

who ever thought complete and total rejection would make me feel so good. I finally went ahead and had a talk with the girl that makes me gaga. it seems from the very start there was miscommunication. it seems she just wanted to be friends from the start but didn't flat out say it, and what she did say I apparantly misunderstood (I am a moron). So we talked today on the way to school ( I am staying at her place while I have my stiches in, i don't want them to open while riding my bike). We talked about it and worked everything out. she was kind of surprised when I told her that I was a complete and nervous wreck everytime I talked to her.
I feel a little shitty simply because she is a great girl and i would LIKE to be in a relationship with her but I WANT to be friends with her. At least our relationship will be more relaxed from now on.
leg seems to be getting better and the show opens tonight. today is a good day.
today was better than yesterday..... I knew it would happen eventually