I don't like being hurt. i know it wasn't on purpose. I know we weren't dating. i know she was away for like 3 months working as a PA. I know summer romances happen. Doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. if she would just tell me doesn't want to go out with me and just wants to be friends, i would be so much better off. i want to be her friend she is a great person and i want to be around her. I am not saying i am settling on friendship, i knew from the start it could go either way, friend or boyfriend, and i viewed them as equal in their value.
I know she has had a fair deal of bad luck with guys in the past. mostly them cheating on her. but i wouldn't do that, i have had it happen to me and i am pretty sure my dad did it to my mom, i would never do that to someone. but I can't make her see that.
I thought i was up to this. i think she is worth it but I don't know if i am up to it.
i just want to go home and sleep for like a week
I know she has had a fair deal of bad luck with guys in the past. mostly them cheating on her. but i wouldn't do that, i have had it happen to me and i am pretty sure my dad did it to my mom, i would never do that to someone. but I can't make her see that.
I thought i was up to this. i think she is worth it but I don't know if i am up to it.
i just want to go home and sleep for like a week
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freakpirate:
If zombie killing doesn't get you hired, I don't think anything will. 
freakpirate:
Dude... that is fucking awesome!! You could be up for a promotion soon with dedication like that.