marsrich

Started work yesterday. I am so glad to be back. The Td deicided I can sit in on the AutoCAD class.
Hopefully this semester will be better than the last. unfortunately, the y have already screwed up the grad assistantships. I am suppose to have two grads working 12 hours a week and two working 6 hours a week. i now have one at 12...
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Have had no real human contact for over a week. things getting weird. i hate being depressed. it's times like this when you call the people you know and try to do something with them and they never return your phone calls or beat around the bush and don't give you a straight answer, then you feel really alone. this sucks.
oh well only a...
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So, I am fully back home. halfway through cleaning my apartment. I made Her mad yesterday, Ok maybe not mad but definetly not happy. I guess that's what I get goofing around. So I spent most of yesterday bummed out. but then on the way home my phone makes a sound and i realize that I have a voicemail from a really cool really really...
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So I got my stitches out and was finally able to go home and sleep in my own place. If you can call waht I did sleeping. My night was full uf random weird dreams, I woke at 3:30 in the mornig for no reason (didn't do that the entire two weeks I was on her couch) couldn't get back to sleep afterwards.
i miss...
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Well, i shoud be getting my stitches out today. I can finally go home and start riding my bike again. I need to get some weights so I can start working out at home. I want to hit 220 (at least for a start).
I am out of your house now. It has been a pleasant two weeks. will you miss me at all? do...
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Boredom never goes away. I'm sitting here all day doing nothing. the fucked up thing is that I am actually sitting in your room. I mean it's not weird that I am here. You said I could get online why you were away. It would just be nice if you were sitting here aswell.
2 more days until my stitches are out. then I can...
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So you tell me this morning that you had a dream about me. I don't know what the hell it means, I am just curious what it means to you.
You have your dance show tonight. I wish I had a car, i would go see it. I would see it tonight, tomorrow and Sunday if i could. I like dance shows, and I love...
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YOu know what I love right now. Seeing you comeout of your room in the morning. Do you know how beautiful you are? Since you got your hair cut shorter it flairs out more and looks rather nice. Makes me feel like an idiot. I go home soon. will you be happy to see me go or will you miss me riding with you to...
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5 days until the stitches are removed from my leg. I can't wait. I get to go home, sleep in my own bed and start riding my bike again.
unfortunately i wont really be getting to spend anymore time with you anymore. that sucks. but hey maybe I can convince you to hang out over christmas break. I just wish there was a way. I...
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If i had been able to come here a year earlier as a student instead of an employee, would you have gone out with me then? If I had gotten here before the other two had cheated on you would that have made a differance? I would have asked you out no matter what.
Who knows. I wish i did.


That's it. I am about...
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What the fuck did I do? I thought everything was fine, or at least better. Ok, so you don't want to date me, you just want to be friends. That's fine with me. but I am around you more now than ever, and it is a little hard for me. Besides I hardly saw you at all yesterday, and when I did all i said...
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who ever thought complete and total rejection would make me feel so good. I finally went ahead and had a talk with the girl that makes me gaga. it seems from the very start there was miscommunication. it seems she just wanted to be friends from the start but didn't flat out say it, and what she did say I apparantly misunderstood (I am a...
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