going on night number 3 of no sleep. also got dragged into online dating thanks to a close friend. on one site i feel encouraged..and on the other..not so much..i have to say some of the people on there clearly dont have good intentions..i feel like they should sstick to the usual places you find those guys..and stay off the online area, especially seeing as how i have paid money to feel better about my choices. not to much has happened. a guy i fell for came for a visit sadly i still have feelings for him and my friends are not helpful by constantly asking where he is..he doesnt live near me he lives 3hrs away..having to say that twice a night is so depressing. but im optamistic i'll find someone at some point. the worst part about being single is feeling like i dont have that intamit best friend and someone to wake up to whose company i genuinly enjoy. ..soon though hopefully. thats it for now love u all!