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Saturday Oct 15, 2005

Oct 15, 2005
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Give me liberty (life) or give me death


I need to start writing about things that actually happen to me and my thoughts in a manner which I understand. These are my thoughts... as they come to me. This is how I think and what I think about. It's not beautiful, not really all that meaningful, and probably more just for my benefit than anything else....

biatch!

You say the revolution is coming and I say it is already here. He said, "whether we will it or not" and they shouted with joy on the tops of their cellars. You said it was causing a downfall, but tell me, show me (please) when was this time when it was up so high? When was it more than just a game masquerading around as something more - something called life?
ah, yes... life. I think I remember that word. Someone told it to me once, but I forget now what it means. It all comes together as one long string of sequenced letters.... freedomlifeopportunityliberty ... that swirl around in me ... patriothappinessrightslife ... until the rants become so mechanized that you could interchange the words ... lifelifelife ... when did it lose it's meaning to the masses, or is it just hiding behind, within a breadth of,

that suit
that world
that lie
that "life"

You said they were not committed
you say they must stay as one
I see within the sickening madness
a remnant of the past
a seed for the future
a damnation of the word and world of freedom

Still trying to maintain structure and function?
Is it hard to kill the robot within when you can just fail to call him by name?

When i tell you that she was crushed by those blue bonnets and shimmering stars you won't listen
when i tell you that she followed the others into the shower because fear makes us cling to others you won't listen
must i tell you that she invested too much stock in those "fairy tales of humanity" corporations

must I tell you that those flowers open her grave, her voice, our future?

You say you need to start the revolution,
pack up and transform the scenery to more conducive sites. I say the revolution starts within... and until you start calling him by name, he'll only let you lease your life and your cries of revolution will drown in the sea of cries for change.
But change was here long before and will remain long after your need for self-fulfillment.

It is rare to feed yourself from a turbulent pond
It needs stable waters in order to feed the hunger of the world.

You say you want a revolution,
but what do you really want
and what are you running from so quickly that you forgot you were running?
I don't want to see the race, but I'll help you reach the end by passing the time.

As for me, I still have a number strapped to my chest... masking my bleeding heart. I know I need to stop running, but I'm not sure where to go from here. Possibly take time to walk through the scenery, stick out my thumb, and see who or what comes along.


It's that time of the year, and I'd rather stick it out without staring at parking decks with awe. I'd love to know where to go from here, but I'm trying to be okay with not knowing. If you see me running stark naked through the streets, just hug me, ... and remember what I stood for.


you guys will get a real update later. whatever
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
yuriel:
ill take the liberty and the marlowe

for 200$ alex? hehe
<3

mad love
EL SUICIDO LOCO
Oct 16, 2005
chazstrummer:
You say you want a revolution, well you know we all want to change the world. But if you go carrying pictures of Chaiman Mao, you ain't gonna make it with anyone anyhow. But you know it's gonna be alright.
Oct 16, 2005

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