marley386

Ok... so like, this is the best day of my life! Kind of sad, bittersweet I guess... see, my grandfather passed away early this year and I had always kind of felt like he and I were at odds, what with me being a long haired hippy with earings and nipple rings and tattoos and assorted other things that made it hard for us to relate, but when I sat next to his bedside as he was... well, getting ready to move on, I felt this strange swell of love from him to me - almost like I was the problem - always questioning his acceptance. Anyway - I thought that was all - since I felt like I'd always been on the outskirts of his life I thought I would just alway play over the things I had missed. Anyway - last night I spent about three hours on the phone with my Dad and he told me that my Grandfather had left me a pretty sizeable chunk of change and that the whole family wanted to get me out of my "shit-wagon" and get a new car. Anyway - I got a great deal and I keep feeling like someone is watching me every time I smile... is that weird? I mean, clearly, but still ...

Anyway - I hope y'all have as happy a Halloween as I am, much love to all!