i broke up with the boy and he isn't taking it well.
i'm not capeable of being in a relationship right now.
i am the worst girlfriend you could possibly imagine, honestly. i am beyond bitchy and i make up stupid fights and push people away when they start caring. at least i admit to it and know i shouldn't be in a relationship. i am too young for this all. i have my whole life to settle down, why do it now?
in other news i wrote a fantastic story tonight for fiction class which i am super proud of. i need to get my life in order. i need money for a car, i need to work on friendships, i need to get good grades.
shrek 2 is on. i love it.
sleep time i guess...
i'm not capeable of being in a relationship right now.
i am the worst girlfriend you could possibly imagine, honestly. i am beyond bitchy and i make up stupid fights and push people away when they start caring. at least i admit to it and know i shouldn't be in a relationship. i am too young for this all. i have my whole life to settle down, why do it now?
in other news i wrote a fantastic story tonight for fiction class which i am super proud of. i need to get my life in order. i need money for a car, i need to work on friendships, i need to get good grades.
shrek 2 is on. i love it.
sleep time i guess...

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lucylynne:
awww. I think you made the right decision then. I always managed to stay in relationships long past I felt i needed my freedom. I really kind of regret not taking more time for myself, i have always been in a relationship it seems. Not that I would trade ShadowCast for anything, but still, it helps having time to think.
lockhart_____:
at least you can admit when you are being bitchy. I had a girlfriend once who would bitch and bitch and when I asked why she said nothing. now thats anoying. Hey and putting grades infront of relationships is a very good thing. good for you