marky

I'm at a really loose end at the moment.

I've just taken a couple of days off work to sort myself out, as I ain't been feeling too good over the past week.. i think i went back to work a bit too early after my dad died, so having to put on the smiley face for the customers and also everyone i work with, has been really annoying..
also, noone really gives a damn about what i do there, and its just like.. mark can do this, he can do that, fuck how he feels, and shit, so on sunday i flipped out at a manager, who was giving me shit, and i decided to go home, and i ain't been back since.

Now i know i've still got a job, and i'm off on sick at the moment, thats ok, but i know damn well, when i go back it'll be the same thing over and over again,, i don't need the hassle of someone telling me what to do, when it ain't my job to do it.... i just want to be left alone, i'll do what i have to do and thats it..

anyway.. back to the point of this message... i'm at a really loose end.. i have stuff to be doing but i can't be arsed... so i'm redesigning my own website at the moment, and hopefully it'll be finished by 1am..

i've spouted enough shit for one day...

M