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Well, here I am

Finished my dissertation, all magnificent 20,750 words of it. Sent a draft to my tutor. So I get the weekend off, in which I intend to be drunk and smoke cigars (don't smoke, but just this once )

Ex girlfriend occasionally being a pain. Telling me it's going to be a long time before she 'forgives' me and how I was...
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I feel awful.

I was trying to be friends with my ex, but she says she loves me too much - she doesn't want to be friends with me, now or later (pretty much quote). God I'm so depressed. I ended it for reasons, and I do miss her enormously because YES I loved her. But it couldn't go on the way it was.

So...
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Ach, lusting after Suicide Girls again:

Jackie, Blythe, Annisa - I want them all! Hot as hell and twice as dangerous

Of course, their boyfriends will all beat me up one by one and then leave me a bloody mess in the gutter, but I still lust after these stunning ladies

Maybe some day an SG will fall in love with me ^_^...
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Annoying: No DVD player

More annoying: Owning an Evening with Kevin Smith and FUCKING HERCULES IN NEW-FUCKING-YORK and not being able to watch either!!!!

Dissertations are eternally dull. I am too bored. My PC with a DVD player is bust, so I'm communicating via the medium of laptop without DVD player or games playing apparatus. I have spent most of the day in my room, and oh GOD I am bored.

My ex has not always been very good to me over the last few days - She told...
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Me and my girlfriend broke up tonight.

Well, single again. What fun.

I just feel numb, really. We haven't been going out long enough for me to say 'Oh god, I'm naked without you', but I did love her. Don't know what to do. Probably going to have a strong drink - and no, I'm not going to drink myself into Oblivion. Just want to...
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Drinking amaretto straight.

Don't usually, but need to unwind. Dissertation stressful. Sources in German. Need to relax but can't, have to work.

Hoping to sleep a gentle sleep tonight, in the warm embrace of amaretto.

Aaaah.

I am tired. This heat is driving me slightly crazy, and I've got a journey to Harlow to make Well, I am seeing my young lady, so if I do die, at least it'll be in her arms I'm romantic that way

Also seeing Superman Returns tonight - cannot wait!


Also, a picture of one of the most beautiful things I've seen in the world....
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I am tired. This heat is driving me slightly crazy, and I've got a journey to Harlow to make Well, I am seeing my young lady, so if I do die, at least it'll be in her arms I'm romantic that way

Also seeing Superman Returns tonight - cannot wait!



Also, a picture of one of the most beautiful things I've seen in the world....
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