markus001

Tired.

So.


Damn.


Tired.

Well, I'm back. Edinburgh was fan-tastic. Saw some great plays, met some good friends, went out drinking...it was fun I'll post some pictures soon. I also realise now why they had trouble replying; performing every day, leaflets every day? They're exhausted. I feel so sorry for them, and I enjoyed the stuff they did.

I'm back now. I don't really want to be. I wanted to stay with them, but being in Edinburgh is so expensive - I spent 100 in two days - but the vibe was so nice. Friends, all prepared to speak to me and spend time with me. All great. Lots of internal politics, but that's got nothing to do with me. I miss them already, especially Chloe, Vicky and Simon.

Chloe, the sweet Chloe. She's such a lovely friend, and she went out of her way to make sure I had a good time. Touched by angels, she is.

Simon, the party boy who I can keep on talking and talking to, whose conversation I never tire of. Fantastic guy

Vicky, the pretty and utterly mad new friend I made in the cast. She's like a female version of me...that's scary, but also funny

*sigh*

I feel so empty now I'm home. Only three and a half weeks until I go back. Can't come soon enough. Not fault of my parents, but Edinburgh gave me that interaction I have craved and desired for ages. Now I don't have it, I'm down in the dumps. I'll be okay, but...gah.

And next year. After next year, I'm so goddamn scared I'll never see Chloe or Vicky or the rest of my friends again. My last year. We'll all go in different directions...I don't want to lose them all. I can't.

Sorry about that, I love you all too