Well, Valentine's Day.
I got a card from my mum who felt sorry for the fact I haven't had anything regarding meaningful social interaction with a woman in a long time; also I got sweets, which was nice
Though naturally I have no woman to share Valentines Day with, sadly. I was considering dropping in on my friend Alison tonight where she's singing a selection of romantic songs to adoring couples...except that I don't really want to spend an evening on my own watching a load of other people having fun with their snuggly-pugglies. Bitter, me? Oh yes.
I object to Valentine's Day not because of the commercialisation (although 12 for a rose is insane), but because of the way single people are made to feel like Pariahs of society. Being single, February 14th is one of those days I cannot wait to end - it's the ultimate proclamation of sickly romance, and while I hate the principle, when I don't get a card from a girl I get depressed. Not that I know any girls who would get me a card; most women tend to see me as a passing cloud - they recognise I exist, they're prepared to chat, but other than that I'm not really attractvie enough for their attentions.
I know I complain a lot about no women, but I can't really help it. My days are so monotonous that I can't help but think about it nearly all the time. No job yet...the jobs I've applied for are remarkably badly organised in their getting back to me; the British Museum say that they are 'still sorting through applications' despite having made me wait three weeks...gah, it's infuriating. The annoying thing is I know I'm going to get a big fat no from these people - so thanks for making me wait an ice age just to say 'Oh, sorry, you're not experienced enough/haven't given the director a blow job lately'.
I'm also getting nagged by my parents to stop spending time at the PC. It's not like i can help it - I've got bugger all else to do, and my social life currently only exists online.
*deep, deep sigh*
Oh, it'll probably pass. I'll get a job someday, but I'm tired of this 'someday' and 'someone out there for you' and 'a job is waiting' stuff I hear all the time - I've been patient, I've paid my dues...I think it's time i got something back.
I got a card from my mum who felt sorry for the fact I haven't had anything regarding meaningful social interaction with a woman in a long time; also I got sweets, which was nice
Though naturally I have no woman to share Valentines Day with, sadly. I was considering dropping in on my friend Alison tonight where she's singing a selection of romantic songs to adoring couples...except that I don't really want to spend an evening on my own watching a load of other people having fun with their snuggly-pugglies. Bitter, me? Oh yes.
I object to Valentine's Day not because of the commercialisation (although 12 for a rose is insane), but because of the way single people are made to feel like Pariahs of society. Being single, February 14th is one of those days I cannot wait to end - it's the ultimate proclamation of sickly romance, and while I hate the principle, when I don't get a card from a girl I get depressed. Not that I know any girls who would get me a card; most women tend to see me as a passing cloud - they recognise I exist, they're prepared to chat, but other than that I'm not really attractvie enough for their attentions.
I know I complain a lot about no women, but I can't really help it. My days are so monotonous that I can't help but think about it nearly all the time. No job yet...the jobs I've applied for are remarkably badly organised in their getting back to me; the British Museum say that they are 'still sorting through applications' despite having made me wait three weeks...gah, it's infuriating. The annoying thing is I know I'm going to get a big fat no from these people - so thanks for making me wait an ice age just to say 'Oh, sorry, you're not experienced enough/haven't given the director a blow job lately'.
I'm also getting nagged by my parents to stop spending time at the PC. It's not like i can help it - I've got bugger all else to do, and my social life currently only exists online.
*deep, deep sigh*
Oh, it'll probably pass. I'll get a job someday, but I'm tired of this 'someday' and 'someone out there for you' and 'a job is waiting' stuff I hear all the time - I've been patient, I've paid my dues...I think it's time i got something back.
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