Well, here I am 
Finished my dissertation, all magnificent 20,750 words of it. Sent a draft to my tutor. So I get the weekend off, in which I intend to be drunk and smoke cigars (don't smoke, but just this once)
Ex girlfriend occasionally being a pain. Telling me it's going to be a long time before she 'forgives' me and how I was incredibly insensitive and how 'a person in love with someone else would never do that to them'. I am in fact referring to the break up of the relationship, the way she's talking you'd think I'd raped the pope.
Yes, I am aware she's hurting. And it's been a run through a grassy meadow for me too I suppose? I'm only feeling euphoric now because my 3 month project is now almost completely finished. I'm also feeling better because we're not speaking on the phone every day, and my wounds are being salved. I am now satisfied the decision I made was the right choice (she's blaming me for every problem in her life at the moment - mental breakdown? All my fault. Naturally.), but to be honest she needs more than a boyfriend. She needs more friends. She's too dependent on the boyfriend figure, and expects them to listen every single day while not feeling it necessary to listen to the boyfriend's feelings once in a while - I know she loved me, and I loved her. But it very often felt like my problems didn't matter because hers were 'worse' and that meant mine weren't even worth mentioning.
Anyway, I am making every attempt to move on, get on with life I'm not feeling appallingly upset everyday (that's not unfeeling is it?) but I am accepting Dove's advice - in that I am dedicating time to enriching myself instead of starting a search for a new girlfriend.
I am also still in love with my SG's
Blythe and Jackie can make a sandwich with me any day 
Jackie, show Blythe the story I wrote! hehehe 
Ginary: You are delicious
Annisa: Beautiful
Well, I'm gonna get some sleep now
Finished my dissertation, all magnificent 20,750 words of it. Sent a draft to my tutor. So I get the weekend off, in which I intend to be drunk and smoke cigars (don't smoke, but just this once
)
Ex girlfriend occasionally being a pain. Telling me it's going to be a long time before she 'forgives' me and how I was incredibly insensitive and how 'a person in love with someone else would never do that to them'. I am in fact referring to the break up of the relationship, the way she's talking you'd think I'd raped the pope.
Yes, I am aware she's hurting. And it's been a run through a grassy meadow for me too I suppose? I'm only feeling euphoric now because my 3 month project is now almost completely finished. I'm also feeling better because we're not speaking on the phone every day, and my wounds are being salved. I am now satisfied the decision I made was the right choice (she's blaming me for every problem in her life at the moment - mental breakdown? All my fault. Naturally.), but to be honest she needs more than a boyfriend. She needs more friends. She's too dependent on the boyfriend figure, and expects them to listen every single day while not feeling it necessary to listen to the boyfriend's feelings once in a while - I know she loved me, and I loved her. But it very often felt like my problems didn't matter because hers were 'worse' and that meant mine weren't even worth mentioning.
Anyway, I am making every attempt to move on, get on with life
I'm not feeling appallingly upset everyday (that's not unfeeling is it?) but I am accepting Dove's advice - in that I am dedicating time to enriching myself instead of starting a search for a new girlfriend.
I am also still in love with my SG's
Blythe and Jackie can make a sandwich with me any day Jackie, show Blythe the story I wrote! hehehe
Ginary: You are delicious
Annisa: Beautiful
Well, I'm gonna get some sleep now
isn't finishing something overwhelming magnificent? i have a bottle of maker's mark ready for when i finish my presentation.