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Wigan originally but lived in London for a long time now so it feels like home.

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Sunday Jan 13, 2008

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YOU STUPID, STUPID MAN

Dreams sunken,
meshed inside other dreams,
sunfire burning raw delicate skin,
venting like a spleen,
a world of damaged shapes
rolling into one,
from where i stand
in the ice capped round and round,
slipped into suicide,
gladdened heart slowdown,
food freshly left on the plate,
lights still left on,
how inconsiderate.

Now someone has to find you and deal with it.
jena:
Wow...I just read your comment in the Ledger thread and now feel the need to say that my step father killed himself 4 weeks ago. So you have my honest condolences and a shared sentiment of the stupidity. I pretty much entirely agree with you (my last post was about it...my attitutde was elsewhere as well).

Coddling really gets it nowhere.

Again I'm very sorry for your loss.
Jan 24, 2008
jena:
Thank you-it's really nice to share the sentiments because they're pretty bizarre on their own & hard to understand unless you've had to endure. I do feel weird. How do you feel? Can you tell me how he did it? I hope that's not offensive. Mine was disgusting.

A creepy thing is I was given his laptop, because I previously had no computer. There are actually things and messages saved here that I hope I don't ever stumble on again. It's eerie.

I didn't agree with the turn of the thread, particularly Morgan's off commentary. It always needs to be reaffirmed that it's selfish and stupid. I just finished addressing it a million times in a group therapy program and it just always needs to be reaffirmed so such "decisions" are not taken so damn lightly.

Yeesh.
Jan 24, 2008

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