mark422

"turn off the lights when you leave me behind"

all is quiet
in my head
no longer am i weeping
i am silenced by a tiny murder
a little crime
by my own hand i die
you don't love me
you never really did
live a lie and
die like a peasant in the streets

selfish and unpredictable
whiny mood pissy
cocaine sugar boy
rotting from the inside

torn apart
tear me apart
look me in the eyes
hear me call your name from my hell

why must i be this way?
why can't i hear you
maybe i am just too lazy to care anymore
i have lost the will to continue this way

last night i swore you loved me and that's all i really wanted
but it wasn't to be
please turn off the lights when you leave me behind
it's much much safer that way
no one has to know i even exist
exit out the back door
unseen unaware unwilling
to admit to prove to say you really do love me

~Mark Craig