wow how long has it been since i really spilled my brains on my page here.... way too long. anyhow a lot has changed since i moved to texas. a lot of (sad to say but good its done) growing up too. i guess a lot of letting go too. lots of learning for sures and its all for the best of course. so i decided to move out here after the man that made me nutts asked me to feb of 2006 i think at least and well, only went back to cali to get married. :| its ok tho cuz i'm really happy i did. ummmmm, lemme see tho. to get back on track of my learning experience thus far . . .
i learned that texas has a huge coke problem. no ppl im not talking about the beverage. im talking about 'la cocaina'. wow talk about thinking it died in the mid 80's. i was shocked to be wrong. ppl still do that crap and its where u really cant grow weed. needless to say . . . cops r crooked out here cuz they allow this shit to circulate, and no one has really been schooled on the positive effects of medicinal marijuana. how sad. so like meth i can understand being a problem . . . specially if ur from or been around sb county or riverside county or east sd. its normal out ther, however tweekers are still gross and are a problem cuz they still steal and pass std's w/needles and can cause fires w/labs that blow up, but cops still do their busts. here everyone makes a big deal of weed busts while ppl at bars and clubs get themselves so snowplowed they never get drunk. they just keep the party going in the bathroom stalls all night. like how normal is it to see three guys going to the restroom every 15 minutes? yeha like back home we would maybe think oh playing swords or speed bumps? but out here no one even notices. and back home maybe tow girls in the restroom . . . ok either bbf or making out. out here they cram like 4-5 girls in one stall and all u hear is very fast southern draw chatter and keys being passed around w/a snort here and ther. its disgusting. i guess we can call that lesson no.1
lesson no. 2 . . . dont rely on others to treat u the same way ur friends and family hav ur whole life. yeah right. wen i went home to get married all i got was nagging from my family. not so much my friends, but definately my family. i guess since i wasnt home for a year and some months they had it backed up for me. i guess. really makes me want to move back. wouldnt it make u want to?
lesson no. 3 . . . never cook naked. forget how sexy ur significant other might think it is . . ur gonna get burned. literally. i was cooking mahi mahi on a light drizzle of olive oil and flipped it w/a spatula (use tongs!) and wen it landed on the skillet i got splashed w/hot oil. yeah it got on my boobies, both my arms, and my tummy. it hurted. i guess the only thing i will be doing in the kitchen naked now is mixing drinks and eating ice cream. lol oops
lesson no. 4. . . u cant win w/teenagers. i love my little sister to pieces but my goodness is she retarded. she is 14. thats why. i seriously dont remember being as retarded as she. i was really aware of my surroundings. more aware than boys n my family thought i was. i hope she is playing the same im dumb game. i really do. cuz if i was as dumb as she seems to be i would hav had like three kids and wat not living in a fucked up relationship and the in the twilight trailertrash nightmare some ppl live in. i really hope if she is retarded she wises up. well, unlike her that keeps bringing my ex up, i will be ther for her. i am not about to let my blood spoil. i would rather spoil myself than see her do just that. i luv her like my own daughter.
well, so far that is it. wat hav u guys learned? cant wait to move back to the west coast. really hoping for oregon or washington state tho. maybe northern california coast.
i learned that texas has a huge coke problem. no ppl im not talking about the beverage. im talking about 'la cocaina'. wow talk about thinking it died in the mid 80's. i was shocked to be wrong. ppl still do that crap and its where u really cant grow weed. needless to say . . . cops r crooked out here cuz they allow this shit to circulate, and no one has really been schooled on the positive effects of medicinal marijuana. how sad. so like meth i can understand being a problem . . . specially if ur from or been around sb county or riverside county or east sd. its normal out ther, however tweekers are still gross and are a problem cuz they still steal and pass std's w/needles and can cause fires w/labs that blow up, but cops still do their busts. here everyone makes a big deal of weed busts while ppl at bars and clubs get themselves so snowplowed they never get drunk. they just keep the party going in the bathroom stalls all night. like how normal is it to see three guys going to the restroom every 15 minutes? yeha like back home we would maybe think oh playing swords or speed bumps? but out here no one even notices. and back home maybe tow girls in the restroom . . . ok either bbf or making out. out here they cram like 4-5 girls in one stall and all u hear is very fast southern draw chatter and keys being passed around w/a snort here and ther. its disgusting. i guess we can call that lesson no.1
lesson no. 2 . . . dont rely on others to treat u the same way ur friends and family hav ur whole life. yeah right. wen i went home to get married all i got was nagging from my family. not so much my friends, but definately my family. i guess since i wasnt home for a year and some months they had it backed up for me. i guess. really makes me want to move back. wouldnt it make u want to?
lesson no. 3 . . . never cook naked. forget how sexy ur significant other might think it is . . ur gonna get burned. literally. i was cooking mahi mahi on a light drizzle of olive oil and flipped it w/a spatula (use tongs!) and wen it landed on the skillet i got splashed w/hot oil. yeah it got on my boobies, both my arms, and my tummy. it hurted. i guess the only thing i will be doing in the kitchen naked now is mixing drinks and eating ice cream. lol oops
lesson no. 4. . . u cant win w/teenagers. i love my little sister to pieces but my goodness is she retarded. she is 14. thats why. i seriously dont remember being as retarded as she. i was really aware of my surroundings. more aware than boys n my family thought i was. i hope she is playing the same im dumb game. i really do. cuz if i was as dumb as she seems to be i would hav had like three kids and wat not living in a fucked up relationship and the in the twilight trailertrash nightmare some ppl live in. i really hope if she is retarded she wises up. well, unlike her that keeps bringing my ex up, i will be ther for her. i am not about to let my blood spoil. i would rather spoil myself than see her do just that. i luv her like my own daughter.
well, so far that is it. wat hav u guys learned? cant wait to move back to the west coast. really hoping for oregon or washington state tho. maybe northern california coast.