mariposanegra

wow one more month and im on my way to houston, tx for good. i cant believe it. who woulda thought that i would actually want to live w/a man again. actually this is the first time i actually want to live w/a man. wow. im excited. eeeeeeeh!

i luv my boyfriend! i cant wait to be in his arms again during x-mas weekend! then again wen i move out ther in feb! i luv him!!!! i miss him! i cant believe this happened to me!

i made it back from texas n im still in one piece. i cant believe i missed my flight but made it back on the next. its amazing. i had a really blast!

i luv wher i work! i luv the ppl i work with! im goin to tx to see my luv in less than two weeks and i told some bitch off for fucking w/my bestest friend amber. today is a good day.

woooo! 23 days till i see mr. mccarthy! im soooo excited!

i saw sage francis, sole, solilloquists of sound, n sleep last night and it was the SHIT! omg it was awesome!! so cool and genuine full of power and knowledge!!!!! hee hee it was great! n sleep came up to me and talked to me n amber didnt kno who he was and she thought i was getting hit on by a dork n she...
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soooo im off to see mr mccarthy again, on thanksgiving weekend. we will see how things go. hopefully they go well. i miss him. mr mccarthy i miss u terribly!

i went out last night and had a really blast! hung out with some way coool pps for my friend's birthday. hope he had fun. i think he did. he had a really big smile on his face everytime i saw him. then in ontario, my friend and her boyfriend went to the bar her brother works at and ther was a huge ass fight....
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im goin to a party. im gonna get drunk. i hav had a shittie day a shittie week and i just quit my piece of shit job wher i worked w/two of the worlds biggest bitches. real shit. now my boyfriend is mad at me cuz i lied about something that happened wen we first started talking and now i feel like the biggest asshole...
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hey hey hey . . . im bored cause my bestest friend is sick. wat to do wat to do. i dont kno anyone out here really. i dunno. maybe i will convince my pps in temec to come out here and save me from bordem. oh wat to do????

i miss u. i miss more than ever. time only makes it worst. distance is wat salts that wound. seeing u in little blurps does help make it not hurt so much. falling asleep listening to u breathe on the phone lessens the distance and gives the illusion that u lay next to me. it helps me dream of u just a little easier. listening...
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