Why is it that life sends you someone you fall in love with only to end up being treated like shit? i know i am no angel... i have done my share of bad or wrong to ppl. but dam have i not been thru enough shit.Lost my father at age 4...6 weeks before our share birth day...2 day's before my mothers birtday...then i get not one but two stepfathers that see me more as a treat than ever a son...so i do the only thing i could at the time and turn myself to stone...i become the fighter, the hunter, the guy that feels as littel as possibil...then i meet my best friend. He helps me see the world again..not to hate it but to make the best of it....but stil i feel pain now and i don'ht want to. i don't want to care about ppl who don't care for me...i stil cant trust ppl fully...i stil feel more comfy with anger and hate than laughter and love....and i don't know how to do that sorry for the rant hope you all have a great week
