I have butterflys in my stomach about a boy. You can check him out here Hence Reverie He is the blonde one. I have been feeling amazing lately. I feel like the obsession to use drugs has been lifted. The expression once an addict always an addict is so far from the truth. I have tried everything to stop doing drugs.....doctors, other drugs, hypnosis ( I don't think I spelled that right) NA is the only thing that worked. Talking to other addicts. I have a disease.....i never thought that. I hate when people are like "you just don't have enough will power to stop" That is so far from the truth, drug addiction is a disease thats ends are jail, institutions and death. I know DEATH IS WAINTING for me in addictive addiction. I tried to jump off a parking garage around the end of my run. For three years I have been trying to kick the habit and now I feel free. on June third I will have 5 months, getting a week last year seemed imposible. There is hope. Today I can finally look at another person in the eye and be grateful for who I am.
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have you ever seen them play? im sure you have but they'replaying a show sometime this month in franklinville i believe you should come with! id love to meet you