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Friday Aug 16, 2002

Aug 16, 2002
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I am on the edge of jumping into something and staring down, I am uncertain of my fate, will I land on both feet?, or will i fall face first? - Is it worth the risk when you are uncertain of the outcome? I weigh this thought with regret..regret, the most pointless action, it seems to be only this hate for regret that drives me to do things that I might under any other circumstance back out of..

Is it better to learn to love loneliness? or is it better to risk being hurt, or hurting someone?

It's been awhile since i've had to ask myself that question.

This is my dilemma.
bailey:
good lord, brother!

i'm hearing you loud and clear. but its all worth it...totally worth it. sometimes i find myself looking for answers that just arent there. like, "whats going to happen next?"
althought it totally sucks, pain is just another human condition. we need it to feel totally alive.
when you enter into a relationship you agree to be hurt or hurt the other person. unless of corse, it works out and you stay with said person forever. but you are damn lucky if that even happens.

i'll leave you on that promising note
B
Aug 18, 2002
marikdfa:
Thanks, even though I know the answer to my own questions, it's really nice to hear someone elses perspective on it, I appreciate it alot.
Aug 19, 2002

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