mariesanluis

Everynight day after work i have been coming home and just passing out in bed for a couple of hours. I definately have needed it. Depression can do wierd things to you.

My back has started having sharp shooting pains. YEA! hopefully it is just one of those things that will feel better after sleeping tonight. yup yup.

Tomorrow Beniko is playing a small show...
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cryptic.

I'm having that depressed feeling again. The one that started last week. The one that is making me anxious. It seems to come when he is out of my site. When i dont know what is going on. When i think about things and swing back and forth and just don't what to think, to trust, to believe. thinking that hanging up could have...
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Today brough many accomplishments. Short list.


~Got all caught up on invoicing
~went to the county offices and got our fictitious name statement.
~Went to the post office and mailed many packages AND got our PO Box.
~got out business chequing account all set up.


Now i am home and ready to relax and get my reality TV fix.

I've had a REALLY rough weekend. The roughest since May 9th. I dont want to go into detail but there has been a lot of crying.

I rearranged our bedroom. It feels much bigger now. We still need to do alot of improvement but it is getting there. It is nice to have space. Nice to have a change.

I need to get some laundry...
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Story about my sisters friend, it is priceless.

colby was at the like fifth grade camp field trip thingy and she was haveing a really tense dream and then all of the sudden everything was fine and she woke up and she had crapped the bed.......so she gets up and put the poo in a sock and burries it in the bottom of her bag...
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CrackSmokingShirts has completed it's first official contracted screen printing job. Bray has been hard at work teaching himself screen printing the past couple of weeks, now that he has one color down, He will be starting on learning the multi color process. wont be long now until the machine is well oiled.

The first contract job for AdrianThe Metal Chef: mission complete.

Major drama at the crib tonight.


~Drunken nina yelling and screaming
~Drunken nina knocking things over
~Drunken nina throwing things
~drunken nina banging on the walls
~drunken nina kicking a snow globe
~drunken nina walking and stepping on glass from snow globe
~Drunken nina bleeding all over the place
~drunken nina needing stitches
~drunken nina threatening to smash the computer with a baseball bat

~Sober...
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Despite the fact that i only slept about 3.5 hours last night, i am in a super happy mood today. I've been busy all morning at work which is a nice change. I wrote a biography for CrackSmokingShirts.com because we want to put up an "about us" page and slowly start building a community page. I'm now working on individual bio's, i love this kinda...
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I spent a couple of hours today talking to Profits (my roomie) about business, money, politics, the future and various other things. By the time i was done i was physically tired from talking so much. I have noticed that my views on certain issues have become conservative as I have gotten older. Maybe it goes along with the pessimim that I have aquired as...
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I'm very tired and tense. But i also feel like i can't go to sleep. Not yet. It is only 10pm!

Today went as follows:


7:00am ~ wake up and shower

8:00am ~ meet Granny and Gramps for breakfast

9:00am ~ Go back to Granny and Gramps', where Beniko naps and I chat it up with Granny

10:00am ~ leave to go into the city...
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did you know that a whole 85% of people who i deal with are idiots?

It is a big joke around my house that i just dislike all girls. The truth is that I dislike and equal amount of boys and girls, it just happens that the girls are the ones who are so fucking sensitive about it. The guy really could not care less. I try my best to be nice to everyone, even if someone really annoys me,...
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