margotmeanie

too much shit is happening in my life.

i'm so confused. what should i do, what shouild i keep doing, what should i stop?!?!

i'm causing a lot of pain, but not directly, from what i know....fuck....i'm not even sure.

i want to stop hurting him. but i don't want to stop doing what i'm doing, he doesn't want me to stop either. but he's going FUCKING crazy and i can't do shit about it.

i'll be gone from here soon. i'll miss you all. if you want to stay in touch, e-mail me or something. and to those of you i already talk to, i will keep in touch.

i'm so messed up right now and i know i'm only a fraction of how fucked he is...

fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK fuck fuck