margotmeanie

"JESUS IS MORE POWErFUL THAN THE SORCERY THEY SPEAK OF..."

i got a jesus fanatic on the bus yesterday. it so rocked. she asked me if i had found jesus yet. she was reading my book over my shoulder and said , 'you know, jesus is more powerful than the sorcerer is in your book' (ha! i'm reading a david eddings book 'begarath the sorcerer' sounds dorky, but it's part of a wicked series of books, ahh! i really am a dork!!) . i lauged so hard! then she told me 'i'd be happier if i turned to jesus'. i laughed again. then she said something about the bible and believing in every page. i was in a bad/mischevious mood coming home from work. shit i scared the crap out of her after that. i just wanted to read my dorky book and be left alone. so, i told her i was too busy with my sex, drugs and rock...oh, and sacraficing babies to my dark lord. her jaw dropped and she turned forward and didn't say anything until she got off the bus. she said 'have a good day, and may god bless you poor soul.'. i was like, 'ya, enjoy your JESUS.'
fuck, i really hate those stupid fucks that believe jesus will come and make everything better in their lives, just because they lived their lives clean of sin. even though christians and catholics have done soem of the worst things to humanity.
ahh, i'm going off. i've been generally pissed right the fuck off at everything. i miss my love so very much. it's only been two weeks. onl fifty more weeks to go! yuck. i'm broke as ell. can't even afford any more drugs or booze to keep me passified. myspace fuckers have been bothering the SHIT out of me. i've left the site. i've hated it all along anyway. some of those guys are just fucking fucks. they think it's free range if there's a girl with a profile up on the internet. just because we put some pictures up, that means it's okay to say stupid shitty things to her and make feel like nothing more than a fucking whore. it's like fuckers who drive around their neighborhood in their cars calling to the girls to show them there titties, or if they wanna go fuck in their car with teir buddies. ugh. i just hate that shit.
wow, it been a long time since i've written a real journal entry on here. i've sorta gone off. oh well.
i owe many thanks to a girl at work who introduced me to my ruin. holy fucking crap! i can't stop listening to them. fucking crazy good. it's been a lot of that and i just bought the first cd of marilyn manson and the spooky kids!! i'm so happy. i saw it at work yesterday and totally caved. it went on credit. it's sooo cool. fuck, i was looking for it in our computer at work last year and couldn't find it. so, everybody go run out and buy both of those cd's if you haven't already. oh, those and genitorturers, i have the remix album 'machine love', which i've mentioned before and am also listening to like crazy. now i'm waiting on sin city to get in, can't wait.
alright, i'm done now.

punch somebody in the face for me



thinking about moving to korea for a year. hmm, what do you think??