Hey, I love The Shins.
Maxx and I had fancy dinner at Dolce on Melrose. Apple Martini, Cosmo, Chocolate Martini, get home, passout (after awhile).
YouDontSmellBad came over and I hadn't seen him in about a month or more, went to the mall, saw Dodgeball (again for me; I converted another fan), watched Wayne's World back at home.
So nervous, so confused about a lot of things, getting really scared about my trip on Friday (sweet jesus I hate airplanes.) I miss a lot of people and that will only increase in the fall when friends go back to school and I stay here.
Hopefully I move out after I come back from Israel in October, hopefully I'll get a job, hopefully I'll end up making something out of myself, hopefully I won't die without accomplishing anything, hopefully I won't get some scary disease that will kill me slowly and painfully, hopefully I won't die old as a vegetable like my grandparents, hopefully I'll fall in love and get married, hopefully I'll have a child eventually, hopefully I'll spend my life doing something that makes me happy, hopefully my anxiety will get better, hopefully someday some one will get it, hopefully I can become fully self sufficent very soon, hopefully I'm as rad as some people think I am, hopefully I'll perfect one of my stories one day, hopefully I'll learn to make music again, hopefully I'll never get cancer or die in a car crash, hopefully I'll never go insane, hopefully, my parents are happier when they spilt up in a few months, hopefully my brother doesn't fuck up again and end up in jail....so many "hopefully"s, and me with no hope.
Hey, The Shins really rock.
Maxx and I had fancy dinner at Dolce on Melrose. Apple Martini, Cosmo, Chocolate Martini, get home, passout (after awhile).
YouDontSmellBad came over and I hadn't seen him in about a month or more, went to the mall, saw Dodgeball (again for me; I converted another fan), watched Wayne's World back at home.
So nervous, so confused about a lot of things, getting really scared about my trip on Friday (sweet jesus I hate airplanes.) I miss a lot of people and that will only increase in the fall when friends go back to school and I stay here.
Hopefully I move out after I come back from Israel in October, hopefully I'll get a job, hopefully I'll end up making something out of myself, hopefully I won't die without accomplishing anything, hopefully I won't get some scary disease that will kill me slowly and painfully, hopefully I won't die old as a vegetable like my grandparents, hopefully I'll fall in love and get married, hopefully I'll have a child eventually, hopefully I'll spend my life doing something that makes me happy, hopefully my anxiety will get better, hopefully someday some one will get it, hopefully I can become fully self sufficent very soon, hopefully I'm as rad as some people think I am, hopefully I'll perfect one of my stories one day, hopefully I'll learn to make music again, hopefully I'll never get cancer or die in a car crash, hopefully I'll never go insane, hopefully, my parents are happier when they spilt up in a few months, hopefully my brother doesn't fuck up again and end up in jail....so many "hopefully"s, and me with no hope.
Hey, The Shins really rock.
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i love that band!! and i'm emailing you all the info for the radio show right this second.
and yes, you do look like today's SG. but i wouldn't say a "less hot" version. you shouldn't be so hard on yourself!!!