Tuesday Jan 30, 2007

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Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I

'Cause I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's...
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niobe:
smile
radiofrank:
Thanks for the call, good sir. I shall return the favour at my earliest convenience.

I like the bit of story that you've shared with us, too. Very cool.

Sunday Jan 21, 2007

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I am a fucking idiot. End of story...

I really am a pathetic bastard. puke blackeyed
chazstrummer:
You're way too hard on yourself. We've all jumped to conclusions.
radiofrank:
Don't beat yourself up, okay?

You know how to reach me if you want to talk.

Tuesday Jan 09, 2007

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Okay, so I'm still feeling a bit rough around the edges and will probably continue to do so for quite awhile, but I did have a pretty good day. Had a productive hour with my therapist yesterday and envisioned placing some of my darker emotions and thoughts of my ex-girlfriend in a container and sealing them away until a later time when I can deal...
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radiofrank:
Give me a few minutes, then...
radiofrank:
*ahem*

Wednesday Dec 13, 2006

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So, house hunting sucks. Everyone keeps saying "Moving is no big deal", "Hey, its exciting, you'll be in a new place and and and..."

Fuck those people, they're not the ones moving! I like my current house. I liked living there with my girlfriend. NOw its all gone. Or will be soon. I seriously think this break up is temporary, but still, it sucks. Its...
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radiofrank:
What are the odds, eh? Go figure.

Approaching the whole single thing with open arms (for now, anyways) is probably the best thing that you can do. I do think that you and K are meant to be, and I hope that it happens for you two...but if it doesn't, then I trust that there will be someone else out there.

I also appreciate your trans-continental effort to fix me up. wink
subrosa:
Oh man. I've been there, man. It's tough.

But you'll get through it. And it will get better. Of course. Sounds like you have a good attitude about it.

Saturday Dec 02, 2006

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Click here if you want to hear about my depressing bullshit life...

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

I'm getting really fed up with shit lately. I have little drive and little "give a shit" left over. A great deal of it stems from the fact that my relationship is taking on a more "friends" aspect in order to "save" my "boyfriend/girlfriend/lovers" relationship. That she is drawing...
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redheadedleague:
I'm so sorry to hear of your troubles. I've been going through a rough time as well. I have nothing particularly profound to add, I only hope things look better.
radiofrank:
You need not apologize for venting, brother; it's only natural.

If you want to talk a little more about all of this, let me know. I'll be around to listen.

Saturday Nov 11, 2006

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Well, the divorce process continues now that I'm home. It's very close to being complete (and would be closer if her attorney wasn't such a tosser). The down side is this: It appears that the ex is moving to San Francisco at the end of the year. And, yes, that means taking the kids north with her... I'm not real happy about it. The issue...
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johnclement:
Ha! Yeah that's pretty awesome. How much better does that OSU helmet look than the maize and blue?
johnclement:
And you definitely need to get to Manhattan sometime. All the urine stench of Euclid Avenue, with the added bonus of well, everything that comes with being NYC.

Monday Nov 06, 2006

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Back from the briny deep, y'all!

Holy crap. Long trip. But a good time. First off, the port visit to Yokosuka, Japan was okay. Not great, but okay. I really had very little in the way of time to sight see, visit Tokyo, etc... With everything going on with the Chief's Transition / Initiation (i.e., weird shit for my promotion) I really didn't get to...
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rabidus:
welcome back
freakpirate:
Man puts on hat.

Cat's on the hat.

Our cat.

Sunday Aug 06, 2006

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Well all, good news bad news.

The good news is that I ws advanced to Chief Petty Officer. This is a serious promotion with alot of responsibility. I thank all the people who have ever worked for me and all those who have guided me through the years.

The bad news is that I won't be around much for the next few months. I'll be...
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radiofrank:
CPO Marginwalker has a nice ring to it, I think. biggrin

Congratulations, my friend, and I look forward to hearing your tales when you return. We;ll miss you around here. smile
radiofrank:
Hope that you're doing well. We miss you around here!

Friday Jul 07, 2006

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Well, not alot to report right now. Still in school and being yelled at by former SEALS on a nearly daily basis (word of wisdom, don't drop your weapon while running... They don't like that at all) but enjoying myself.

The California DMV still sucks for all those who were wondering

Watched the Big Lebowski yet again. Cannot love that movie enough. Also, on the...
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yoya:
Relation? I'm adopted, actually. tongue
johnclement:
Thank you, I really appreciate it.

The moving's not too bad; I've just been unmotivated.

Hey, at least the Indians won. biggrin
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