Happiness, it seems, is fleeting. I'm no where near where I was before, but I've slipped back into a mild depression. Issues with my wife have improved, communication is improved, but emotions are difficult to deal with. Pain still lingers in my heart and has decided to grip a little tighter.
I lie awake nights and wish things were better. I wish that I could only reach out and touch her, but don't because I know she can't / won't touch me in return. I sleep every night next to the woman I love more than everything and know that, for months past and more to come, I cannot have her.
I'm so tired. So tired.
I lie awake nights and wish things were better. I wish that I could only reach out and touch her, but don't because I know she can't / won't touch me in return. I sleep every night next to the woman I love more than everything and know that, for months past and more to come, I cannot have her.
I'm so tired. So tired.
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-as soon as my ruby slippers get back from the shop.
2) Do I remember: No , dammit, I don't! How could I have missed something so incredible!?
-you obviously don't pay close enough attention.
3) What you need to know: I'm a cool mutha fucka trapped in a hopeless geeks body, that I can change the color of a traffic light simply vy staring at it long enough, and that girls with orange / multicolored hait are ranked high on my "oooh, sexy" list.
-word.