marginwalker2002

So, things are things. Nothing much to report here as things are pretty much just, well, just sort of being things.

I'm supposed to go to a concert tonight, but I don't think I'm going to go. Grand Ole Party is cool and all, but I have a headache, have to work tomorrow, and I may just sit and wallow in a mid grade depression for a bit. Meh...

Anyway, I'm slowly moving on. Its easier and easier each day to not dwell on the ex-gf and how much I miss having her. It still sucks, but I'm getting better. What sucks is that I really want a relationship badly... I miss it. I miss the physical stuff, the emotional stuff... all of it. I miss sex. I miss curling up with a warm body. I miss tender touches to the back and shoulders while passing each other in the hallway or kitchen. I miss lounging and watching tv under a blanket. I miss all of that shit. Iguess I just don't like being alone. But, I suppose the fact that I want a relationship so badly says that I'm not ready for one yet. It'll happen when it happens... His will, not mine... What ev...

Tired, bored, lonely. Someone come keep me company. San Diego is nice, you should visit. I have a spare room...