marcu_s

isn't it strange how painful being honest can be... i haven't told a lie in ages, and i can't even think of any secrets i'm still keeping... but i don't know that i've really been honest on a variety of levels lately. i guess i'm just scared these days, and i really shouldn't be. being brave entails recognizing your fears, but going forward in spite of them. i figure it's time to be brave... if being honest means i have to change some things about myself, i think it's time for change. while i've been successful on many fronts (drug free for six years now, finishing up school, good relationship with my family, great friends), i've been isolating myself from some things as well. i need to stop doing that.

"you'll always miss 100% of the shots you don't take" - Wayne Gretzy

win or lose, at least i'll know i played a hand.